need to see more jud being haunted by his past
yes his entire occupation as a priest is a result of it but it definitely lingers more than that
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need to see more jud being haunted by his past
yes his entire occupation as a priest is a result of it but it definitely lingers more than that
In The Big Green Man
Make that three...no, four, kills.
The solutions necessary to take down one, let alone four, Covenant capital ships is still occupying some of her processing power, which is unfortunate, given her current situation. The Mjolnir powered assault armor wasn’t quite as spacious as the cruiser her carrier was traipsing through. She couldn’t afford to be dwelling on extraneous things, even if they were directly tied to how much longer she might be living.
They might be living.
It was certainly a downgrade, residing here. Her view was limited to the (at the very least) numerous sensors and cameras built into the complex armor. She spun up threads to watch the her carrier’s vitals and alert him for dwindling munitions supply. Another thread went up to analyze the mapping of the ship, while the bulk of herself was dedicated to cracking Covenant communications. One or two processes were spooled to keep track of marines, as well, but she was not going to hazard her carrier about their welfare too much.
“Keep your head down. There’s two of us in here, you know,” she quips, using the speaker closest to his ear.
You remember being 8.
You remember a shadowed house, the windows blacked and boarded, all the lights turned low save for a kerosene lamp that flickered more than glowed. You had a book beneath your hands, the words swimming in and out of focus, while a storm raged outside. These storms were strange-- nothing like the torrential pours of your old home, the memories of which failed the test of time. These storms had no rain and thunder.
You struggled to read the book between exhausting and the failing light, but also because your skin would start to crawl, treaded upon by millions of invisible ants. Then, rapidly, the sensation would disperse, chased off by the outside world flashing blue and green. Occasionally, a more concussive sound would follow.
And then it'd begin anew.
But, you remember being 8. You remember the door being thrown open and fresh air gusting in, followed up by your father stomping in, weighed down by some other hapless shape. You struggled to your feet, but were nudged back down by Kleiner, who pressed you to Ms. Mossman.
When she tried to shepherd you away, you dug in. You stared at the doorway with your father and the strange man and you knew--
You remembered, as you remember now, that this was Barney.
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You remember being 14. You remember seeing another girl so pretty that you had to stop and stare. Then you had to talk to her, any means necessary. You chased her from one end of the complex to the other, only to realize that no, she wasn't ignoring you, she just couldn't hear.
She used her hands to talk, and it was pretty, because she put her whole body into it.
You resolved to learn her language, to understand her words. It took you two weeks and a month-- with most of it spent upgrading your friend, D0G.
Then, the night before your first date, the Overwatch came.
Population shuffle. Destination: City 17.
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You remember being 16. You remember lurking in the hallway just outside the room meant for the adults-- a pretty bogus restriction, still to this day. You peeked around the doorway, ears straining for the low voices of your dad and the big green aliens.
They spoke in hoarse tones, but you understood the gist.
You slipped away with the One Free Man on your mind and Dr. Freeman on your tongue. Who was he, and why did they call him that?
You remember asking Barney.
The conversation, in retrospect, makes you sad.
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You remember being 18. You remember your birthday, so closely monitored and calculated, so ready to be celebrated, but tragedy had struck. A botched raid meant injuries and casualties, meant you found yourself wrist-deep in other peoples' blood until they were stable enough for alien intervention.
You remember getting through your patients the quickest and seeing Barney at the end of the line. He was baring his teeth in some kind of grin, gesturing other folks past him to join the triage, but you hardly gave a damn for the injured rebels approaching you.
You remember, vividly, Barney's expression hardening upon seeing your approach. He'd closed up then, all masks and lazy smiles and haunted eyes.
He was nursing his left leg. Blood was starting to pool from it, dribbling freely from a gash in his knee.
You had never quite come to terms with Barney's mortality until just then.
The rest of the encounter was a blur.
chat i dont write more cuz i wanna get gaz's character right 😭