#checking myself out

[spacedoutamazon]

Keep your demons to yourself. Mine dgaf 💋

[goddessofdeathx666]

Yes, I was checking myself out, cause I’m damn cute 😍

[samantha-shameless]

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Cliché video of me not talking and feeling myself 💁🏻

[overheardatwellesley]

#vanityasselfcare

"Damn, I look good."

"What?"

"Oh, I’m just checking myself out."

[walkermargaret]

i put on shorts for the first time in a while, i forgot how hot my legs and ass are

[wont-travel-alone]

Long way to go for this narwhal.

Not 'long' in terms of age, because I can't tell the future.

It's about my mind project/s.

'Connecting the dots' for my starting line of recalibration just moved well.

I may have start connecting the dots but I'm not that near to begin it.

Should continue checking out the list:

(put some edgy doctor who reference for fun)

' Things I Should Do to Make Nawal Improve* '

*Tests and tribulations included. Yep.

a.k.a. Mini TARDIS Adventures

also,

' Things That Supposed to be Myths for Nawal But Busted in Reality '

a.k.a. Impossible Real Life Gone Wibbly Wobbly List

I didn't update anything in any blogs yet because my awkwardness kept myself waiting.

I'm still awkward now but my past, bit by bit somewhat resolved at the right time. 

These days some matters that I don't understand pops out. They are for a reason, still cooking in my head for answers. Good things, yes. Still thinking.

My past, is, 'the connecting dots'.

It dragged me to a time-locked state quite awhile.

HOWEVER, THERE IS ONE THING I AM CURIOUS BUT I FEEL SO AWKWARD TO FACE IT.

BECAUSE, I FIND ITS UNFAIR AND ETC <-Awkward rant starts.

YOU. ARE. IMPOSSIBLE. *sigh* Long way to go.

[therealestlword]

Gah my tumblr used to be so much more organized and made sense!

Now I don't even know who I am anymore! Puppies and gifs and fun? I don't even know... I thought I hated fun. : {