Jalisa has some time to kill between dates, so she spends it hanging out with Chef Green. She can really use his advice right now. So she seeks it out while watching him prepare steaks on the grill out back.
Voidcritter: So...it’s down to one last date and I’m just as confused as I was the last time we had this conversation.
Chef Green: Confused...or afraid to let one of the guys down?
Voidcritter: I guess a little of both. Is it possible to be in love with two people at the same time?
Chef Green: Maybe, but I can’t really say...I’ve never had that problem.
Chef Green takes the steaks off the grill and places the serving dish on the table. They both sit down and grab a plate.
Voidcritter: So let’s say that although I have strong feelings for both Nate and Merlin, I’m really more afraid of breaking their hearts.
Chef Green: They both knew what they were getting into.
Voidcritter: I did too, but that doesn’t make any of it any easier.
Chef Green: Well, you’re going to have to choose one guy. If the other cares about you as much as they claim to...they’ll be willing to let you go.
Voidcritter: But you say that as if it’s easy.
Chef Green: Did the word ‘easy’ come out of my mouth?
Chef Green: That’s because it’s in no way easy, but sometimes if you really love someone...you have to set them free. Not doing so will only hurt them.
Voidcritter: But I’ll be hurting one of them by eliminating them.
Chef Green: Yeah, but if you don’t make a decision...you’ll risk losing them both, which will hurt everyone.
Jalisa isn’t sure if this conversation has helped at all, but she still appreciates the opportunity to vent and express her feelings out loud.
(Note: I have over 200 pictures to sort from Jalisa’s getaway with Merlin. I’ll try to get at least 5 posts up today, but if I don’t...I’ll definitely be shooting for tomorrow! Either way...check back for more updates soon.)
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