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@chefscuts​ asked: ❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

“It is blood.” A sigh, “and it’s mine,” Jude grumbles. Normally he was good at keeping it together, normally he would have just tuned the guy out, ignored him. But this was different and a fine example of why Jude thinks he should always be in charge during group projects. “I got punched,” he says, annoyance clear in his voice. 

“Apparently, some people can’t handle being told their ideas are shit. Whatever.” Was he a little harsh about it? Maybe. But it’s not fault this dude, Arthur’s, idea of an artistic vision was both boring and pretentious. “As if it’s my fault he can’t handle criticism. Or lacks creativity. I could’ve been meaner about it! And if I knew I was gonna get hit for it, I would’ve been.” 

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@chefscuts​ asked: ❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

“I’m not sure I’m a good person to speak on morality,” says Jude. He doesn’t think Nathan is bad, he never has. He was good in Jude’s eyes, in the ways that mattered to him. But how much would a sentiment like that mean coming from him anyway? “But I do,” he says quietly. “I do think you’re a good person. Good isn’t always simple.” He’s tempted to ask if Nathan thinks the same of him, or what he thinks at all, but he doesn’t know that there’s an answer he’d be satisfied with. He knows he isn’t good, but he also wasn’t sure if it mattered. If it’d be better or worse if it did.  

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@chefscuts​ asked: ❛ can’t sleep? ❜

Jude shrugs, sighing. “I guess you could say I’m more of a night owl,” he says. This much was true, Jude preferred to be up late. Writing, planning, watching movies, it didn’t matter -- he just preferred it. “I’m not very tired, I don’t know. Takes me a long time to wear myself out.” That was another aspect, his brain never seemed to stop going anyway. He narrows his eyes a little, “why are you awake?”