When your mom tells you that you won’t be judged for needing downtime when you visit the house after moving out, but when you lived there you got screamed at for hours for spending 45 minutes in my room doing nothing.
😃
How mf backwards is that??
Like I don’t get why she’s “allowing” me to do the shit I needed to do back then, NOW with no arguments. WHAT??
Let’s make a bet.
I bet $5 that she’s still gonna try to guilt trip me into feeling bad when I do need to take the downtime when I go there for Christmas.
I actually really hate the holidays because even though I’m moved out now, my body is rejecting the occasion just because how shitty I have been treated over them in my past. My mom is freaking out on me cause she is JUST NOW SEEING my anxiety and stress about Hollidays. Apparently being so anxious and throwing up when I lived there wasn’t a good enough que that I was freaking out cause of all the stress, screaming and yelling I had to deal with over prep time.
Can I just not exist this weekend?.
Anyway.
Merry fuckin chrimmis🎄
