chelliaphra replied to your post “STAR WARS INTO DARKNESS”
......you hated on size kink? WHO ARE YOU
LISTEN
i hate 99% of most male-dom kinks and usually I see them together with bonus
~rey is so petite~ and i’m like
1) DAISY RIDLEY IS FUCKING 5′7″
2) THE AVERAGE HEIGHT FOR WOMEN IS 5′4″
3) SHE’S FUCKING ABOVE AVERAGE HEIGHT-WISE
(yes, i have dropped fics because of this)
so, i’m like ADAM DRIVER IS JUST REALLY TALL *bangs pots and pans*
me during That Scene in TROS: jfc is hand is spanning most of her fucking waist this is fucking obscene/omg he’s really fucking big/fuck/fuuuuuuuck/fine size kink folks HAVE RIGHTS OKAY I WAS WRONG
Sora/Riku in 12. things you said when you thought i was asleep
Riku talks a lot to Sora while he sleeps in the pod. Little things. Things he’s seen in the worlds he’s visited, bits of childhood nostalgia that he hasn’t thought about for years, his impressions of Namine and DiZ, updates on how much little progress they’ve made. Sora never answers, and Riku knows that he won’t for a while yet. It’s better that he doesn’t hear, honestly.
Riku doesn’t know why he does it. It’s better than slowly going mad talking to himself, he supposes.
It’s still grueling work. Riku pretends like he doesn’t see Namine’s worried looks, like he doesn’t hear DiZ’s dire warnings. He knows that he’s working himself to the bone. It’s no less than Sora would do– has done– for him.
It’s the combination of exhaustion and knowing Sora won’t hear that has him so honest.
“I fell in love with you a long time ago, you know.” The words still shake coming out. He’s known for so long, but saying it out loud is different. It’s more real that way. “It wasn’t anything big. We were at the docks, and you held out your hand to me and smiled and–”
Riku shakes his head, though he can’t help smiling at the memory. It was Sora’s irrepressible smile that he noticed first.
“I didn’t know what it meant at first. I thought it would go away, but I don’t think it’s going to.” He slumps back against Sora’s pod, somehow feeling lighter for the confessing. It’s been on the inside for so long and he has been holding it so tight, and for the first time in years he can breathe deep. “That’s okay though. I don’t think I need you to return the feeling.”
At the corner of his eye, something shifts. Riku startles and jumps to his feet, afraid hoping that Sora is waking at last.
He watches, not breathing, as Sora shifts and his face contorts. Riku isn’t sure if he sees or imagines Sora’s lips moving in the shape of a word. A name.
Sora settles at last into the interminable stillness that he has not left these last few months. Riku waits still, a few minutes more, until he is sure Sora won’t move again. Then he turns around to let DiZ and Namine know.
–
Months later and after even greater hardship, Sora seeks out Riku and asks about the time he was asleep.
“I had a lot of dreams,” Sora says. “I even dreamed of that room I woke up in, I think. You were there, and you were talking a lot.”
Riku’s heart near stops in his chest. “Do you remember anything I said?”
Sora screws up his face, thinking hard. “It’s all pretty hazy,” he admits. “But I know there was something important– something I wanted to remember.”
Riku claps Sora on the shoulder. “I said a lot of things. Most of them weren’t that important.”
It’s true. Riku talked to Sora about a lot of unimportant things while he was sleeping. And he also spoke of one very important thing. And if Sora never remembers that’s okay. Saying it aloud was the most important thing.
chelliaphra replied to your post “chelliaphra replied to your post “STAR WARS INTO DARKNESS” ……you...”
honestly now that you put it into context, i am just like "oh yeah... male dom tropes in het ship...... pass" but also like 1. YEAH MAN HE'S JUST THAT BIG, 2. when he's not subbing, this boy is a service top, not a dom, GOODNIGHT
....i think we now agree on (3) things
2020 is already slightly improving
america-oreosandkitkats replied to your post “bitca replied to your post: ...”
i was in model un and speech/debate and the lamest wanna be emo kid. i jammed the hell out of "helena" and i would highly highly recommend that one first
1) I LISTENED TO EVANESCENCE OKAY!!!! and jpop
2) Of course you did model un
bitca
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“bitca replied to your post: ...”
Haha I have been thinking A Lot about why I wasn’t into MCR even tho I don’t dislike them at all/they seem cool but I think it’s just a (for me, v white and suburban) subculture division that maybe had more to do with my peers than anything
(I was in forensics and scholars’ bowl so I hear ya, hehe)
#nerdlyfe
chelliaphra replied to your post “is it time to confess….i’ve never listened to an MCR song in my life??”
and you call yourself a kylo ren fan
how dare you
much like kylo ren I am an awkward gifted child prone to murder and still haven’t figured out what the fuck i want out of life
chelliaphra replied to your post: seriously people tag your hate and negativity,...
I LOVE HOLDO
holdo is the BEST
seriously, i love her so much, i cried, i will be writing fic once i figure out how to, poe x holdo, leia x holdo, and definitely poe x leia x holdo, i might have died a little at the face touching and the ‘he’s a troublemaker, i like him’, ‘me too’ hjfkjfkufgkfvgj
