This is my 1 Year Tumblrversary.
And I wanted to say thank you, mostly to the kurtbastian fandom.
When I started out I had five or six followers, people I was already friends with. I'm not even sure how I found tumblr to be honest. But... I did.
And within a month I had fifty followers. And within a year I'm about to hit 600.
600 followers who put up with my depressing drabbles, awkward stories and endless porn reblogs. But most of all, when I joined tumblr in Late Oct/Early Nov, I was cutting. A lot. I hated my life, and since then, I've stopped. I've been through mountains of falling rocks but... I an just post something whether it be a fic or an edit or a spasm attack of gleeful sex. And I know no one is going to say 'Stop, ew.' Instead I get people who say 'wow, this is beautiful' and 'OMFG you're perfect' and I cry because someone else who doesn't know a thing about me...
Has made me feel a thousand times better about myself.
You don't know me but... you still know more about me than any of my family and friends around me.
When I come home from work I click the stupid little microscope and 'kurtbastian' and I'm truly home. Whether it be rereading ACITW or DYR, or skimming through gifs of my favorite couples... I know I'm the happiest when I'm here, with you.
So if I tagged you it means there is a moment, whether it be one or a million of them, that you made me smile and flush and maybe cry. Because I felt better about myself and what I do.
And hooray for kurtbastian being home.