you wanted all of me,
you wanted my devotion,
so tell me, please
when i ripped myself open for you,
why did you decide to leave?
there's cherry red organs all over the dinner table,
dripping onto the floor.
i wanted you to find love inside,
like you did outside,
but you gagged twice,
then grabbed your suitcase
and left through the side door
to avoid saying goodbye.
what's the matter,
was all of me too much for you?
did you want to say sweet things
when you only had salt?
when you adored all of me,
were you not thinking of
the disgusting stuff inside?
you said you wanted to own me,
you wanted all of my dark parts,
but when i showed them,
you departed.
that was really rude, know that?
i don’t want to lose you over
words that shouldn't have been said,
so when you said you wanted all of me,
you just meant the parts you already knew.
just please tell me why
when i ripped myself open for you,
you decided to leave?