#chess piece posts

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Papa Louie Gameria characters tier list! Characters are NOT organized within their tiers!!!

btw just because a character is in a technically lower tier doesn't necessarily mean i like them less! Some characters in the "friends" tier are my absolute favs, i just thought this was a kinda funny way to organize them

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Which one of these looks correct to you

1 (plus sign)

2 (hearts)

3 (sun/saw blade)

4 (4 pointed star)

Voting ended onMay 18

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I’m so tired of being lonely

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ok wtf guys

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I only use Apple Music just ‘cause that’s what my parents use and I’m used to it. So here’s this.

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I’m a slutton for gunishment

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I’m just feeling really lonely again. I texted my friend Kyle a few times today, just showing him pictures of the cats and the quail. Not a single response even though he was visibly online. It stings, but I don’t really feel “worse.” I think I’m at a kind of rock bottom of loneliness. Like yeah, it hurts, but what did I expect?

Yesterday I hung out with a guy from grindr, someone I’ve hung out with a few times before, actually. We just drove around and talked. The one thing I keep thinking about is the way he hugged me. A tight squeeze with both his arms pressed against my back. It just felt so safe and warm. It made me feel cared for in a way I haven’t felt in forever.

But tonight I’m just back in my room. Crying and wondering what’s wrong with me like usual. I just want someone to make the littlest bit of effort to talk to me. It especially hurts needing that because it’s one thing I can’t do myself. It depends entirely on them, how much they like me, if I cross their mind ever. And I guess I’m just not special enough to anyone to deserve that.

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I’m on a new med! I don’t really notice much of a difference though. I still feel like an unlovable failure all the time.

I’m getting better at not asking for reassurance, mostly because you told me I’m not supposed to. So I usually cry for a while then play bingo.

I’m talking to my online friends less because I’m sad most of the time and I shouldn’t text them when I’m sad.

I guess I’m getting used to it. I either feel numb or depressed. I can’t remember my dreams but I know they scare me.

I’m talking to jeremy again. Just over text. I don’t feel like it helps or hurts to be honest. It’s just another person I feel like I’m not good enough for.

I don’t want to hurt myself and I don’t want to kill myself, but staying alive feels heavy.