#chihxru

[sukooks]

Hi bubs!! I hope you’ve been well!!

woah hi!!! it’s been a while omgg, i’m good, i hope you’ve been doing good as well  💖 💖

send me anything, let's chat

[mochis-interlude]

*yells* FINISH YOUR GIYUU FIC *GETS MY CHANCLA*

NOT THE CHANCLA FUXKYUJGY

OKOK I'M ON IT BUT PLS DON'T USE YOUR CHANCLA 😩💔

[dazaaaai]

For the ask game,,, let’s chooose..... RIN!! LOL

how DARE you destroy the sanctity of my BSD blog by making me talk about Rin!!! smh. but also. OKAY–

send me one of my f/o’s and I’ll tell you..

What made me like him:

I guess it was just the fact that he... I don’t know, he started off as the typical, angry red boy, who’s mean and impulsive and bitter and competitive? And then you know, ogres are like onions you know, it turns out that he’s sweet and sensitive and he cries over everything and doesn’t want to lose at things and he loves his friends and I just!!! I NEED A SOFT BOY WITH BIG ARMS!!!

My favorite thing about him:

His teeth... His abs... His teefies... Did I say teeth already? Abs? No? OKAY BUT SERIOUSLY I just love that he’s . a sweet bean crybaby. And I also love his drive? He decided what he’s going to do in his future, what he wants to do for the rest of his life, and if he sucks at it, even if it kills him, even if there are people who are naturally better at him, he STILL WANTS TO DO IT! KING!!!!!

Nicknames we have for each other:

“Sharkie!” “Princess!”

A headcanon of our relationship: 

Rin is always really nervous about kissing me because he’s so so so soft and sweet and kind and he’d cry if he hurt me he’d  C R Y  if anything happened to me ESPECIALLY if it was his fault, he’d just. Die. So he’s always giving me the lightest and most sweetest of kisses because he doesn’t want his teeth to bite into me even if sometimes he really DOES want to take a bite out of me ahA – and I’m like it’s ok I’ll be fine!!! But he just presses his lips against mine and tries to be so so warm and gentle with as if I might just shatter in his arMS,,,, 

My favorite image of him:

his fweaking,, M U S C L E S  .. I want him to crUSH ME

Anything else:

Lovely Rin is the whole reason I got into BSD in the first place. His voice actor is amazing, and his friendship with Sousuke led me to discover their voice actors are yet again partnered up in BSD! I went for their sake and fell so, so in love with Dazai. Which is why I don’t feel that bad gushing about Rin on here, I guess, because it’s just another part of my love for Dazai <3

[bandaged-writer]

Laura bubbas!! How are you

wife!! i'm good and you? 👀

[sweet-cynical-writer]

Welcome back Zai🖤 I hope you’re well and keep doing well.

Hey hey Haru! Good to see you again (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

I'm doing pretty good & I hope you are too~

[illicitblue]

Merry Christmas!! 🖤

Thank you Haru, I hope you too are having a merry Christmas 💌

[sadunit]

{ mini mb for @chihxru 📒}

[kozumek]

Dear person I hate. Ily have a good night

what’s wrong with you honestly you are everything i would never want to be. im too forgiving of a person and i want so badly to just ignore everything and talk to you like a friend and i do it too often then you remind me why i dedicate my life to getting away from you. it all feels like a test, like i’m supposed to give you infinite chances and i’m supposed to feel bad about standing up for myself and i’m supposed to feel like a terrible person for not giving in to you and i’m supposed to fail but i just.. i feel like i’ve evolved past even hate at this point i just want to live my life and for you to live yours and i hope that you can find peace but away from me. i wish things could have been different and i wish that you had taken one of the billion chances i gave you and sometimes you did, history repeats itself especially if i just keep ignoring it lol but sometimes  you ignored it with me which makes it all the more difficult to hold you to your actions, i’ve become quicker and quicker to just push aside in my mind everything you put me through because of my innate desire and attempts to seek love from you but whenever i am around you again i just remember why i was suicidal for the majority of my life