May 5
[just picture my nails, long as i like them, in that shade of red from urban outfitters, just see them and see them sinking into my face. see them digging, past the tissue and muscle and hitting my skull and hear the sound the muffled sound of my nails clacking against the bone and then watch me just tear my face out and Oh the sigh of relief! thank god thank god thank god!]
today i came home and cried for a long time and then i laid there for even longer