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Hey guys check out my new YouTube video. Join me on my drive back from Arizona in my first NanoVlog! https://youtu.be/31ieg3AMVwM

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Hey guys check out my new video. I’m not tracking my journey on youtube. JOIN the fun!

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A little note for you guys...

Good evening. How are you doing? #storytime Any who I recently started doing keto/lchf. And it's really good. I just made the decision to stop trying new diets and sticking with something that works and doesn't make me hungry. Plus it has great benefits. I've also decided to start going to the gym again. My gym is sort of expensive but if you go at least eight times a month it's discounted. So that plus you know health are both motivators. As of late I hadn't really been working out much, more going in using the steam room and leaving lol but since I'm trying to eat better might as well shape my body. I was talking to one of my roommates yesterday and he made a good point. You don't need motivation what you need is dedication. Being dedicated to your goals is what will get you out of bed when brownies and Netflix are calling. I didn't realize I took it to heart until today. It was pretty rainy and cold but while driving home I turned on my blinker to turn into my gym. I had resolved to go to Body combat that morning and had pre packed my clothes but while driving I had gone through the motions of just wanting to go home to maybe just vegging out on the elliptical. When I parked and looked in my gym bag to discover I had no gym shoes I was relieved, here was my excuse to go home. But then I realized it was excuses that were keeping me from where I want to be and resolved to workout even if it meant barefoot. There went my elliptical dreams. So when I enter Body combat I just wanted to go through some weak willed motions and be done. But by the end of the class I'd given 110% of myself and felt like I was walking on Sunshine. (my nickname is ChloeRaeofSunshine btw lol). Any ways I'm proud of myself and wanted to encourage you all to dog past motivation action and looked for the dedication. it's what will keep you strong and keep you going on the rainy days. love you ha e a great night Sunshines

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Venting cause ya know this is my page

So I was gonna stay at my friends house tonight because I wanted to hang out with him and he's closer to my gym and I want to workout in the morning at five thirty am. And we start talking about stuff about job since his rent is due. I say that if I were to ever leave my job I would recommend him and he gets super pissed at me. It's like my general rule of thumb not to vouch for other people and I explain to him that I wouldn't do so for anybody and he just gets angrier to the point of kicking me out. Basically saying he's going through a rough time and that I'm terrible for saying that. I apologized genuinely meaning it as I so rarely do but I guess since it wasn't emotional enough for him he gets more mad. And I'm using mad in the actually sense here not angry freaking mad. Anywho I say I'm going to leave because he's angry and he says a lot of thing but I'll just narrow it down to hecks yeah I'm angry. So I pick up my bag and shoes and leave with him slamming the door behind me. I don't like yelling so I doubt I'll be back anytime soon. But was I that wrong to say that? I was told to be wary about vouching for people by another friend and I didn't get that offended when he said it. Tumblr peeps am I being crazy? I am being a POS as he put it. Plz let me know if you've made it this far into thus message anywho stay sunny Chloeraeofsunshine

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My Natural 4a Hait

I just have to say this. I recently got my hair flat ironed at a natural hair salon. After two weeks of keeping it semi straight (I only tried a flat iron myself once, with oil and keeping it at 350 degress) I washed it today to get my curls back and now my hair has freaking heat damage. Like wtftf (what the french toastin’ frick for those of you who are new). Why has this happned also I think my who curl pattern has changed it looks more 4a thaan it did before (it looked more like 4b to me). OS now I’m really upset and never want to go to a salon again. Thought?!

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I didn't realise how much I want to talk to you until you were no longer there to listen

ChloeRae of Sunshine

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Hey guys, so this is more in all my glory. I wanted to take some time and refocus my tumblr space. It's gotten sorta cluttered here and I want it to be more fitness focused, natural hair loving and more about new. I want to be able to look back and she myself and my kids what was important to me back in the day. So here's to you ChloeRae of Sunshine, in learning to love you Gurl!!!

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Idiot

So my "friend" basically called me an idiot today. I can take a lot but insulting my intelligence is the highest of insults. My IQ is way above average and I have a degree in Biomedical Chemistry. I am also articulate and don't have to use profanity to convey a point. So if you 'honestly' think i am an "idiot" you are remarkably blind or a malaprop. Whatever the reason, you're intention to shame me are void. Meeting adjurned...