#chmerical

[thefvrious]

@chmerical said -> ​❝ i’m good at a lot except for being a parent, it seems. ❞

barbie had only been staying with gloria and sasha for a few short weeks, but they were the best weeks of her whole entire life! she experienced genuine laughter juxtaposed against other emotions she'd have never had the opportunity to feel in barbieland, where everything was perfect. they laughed, cried, sighed, talked, ate junk food, went for joy-rides. it was the life, and she loved living it.

most of all, though, barbie loved seeing the interaction between sasha and gloria. it wasn't perfect by any means, but sasha didn't make it easy. she was a moody teenager whom gloria handled with grace and tenderness. it made barbie's heart ache in her chest, longing for something she'd never had, would never have the chance to have. it was so clear that sasha meant the world to gloria, so to hear the woman be so down on herself about it tore barbara to pieces.

"oh, gloria." she said, leaning in, both hands on the other woman's forearm as her brow furrowed with her growing concern. "you're the best parent i've ever seen!" that didn't account for much, and she realized as soon as she said it, cocking her head to the side with a bashful little laugh. "well, i mean, you make me feel things when i watch you with sasha. wonderful things. don't you know you two are most of the reason i wanted to be here? you're a wonderful mother. she's just being stinky right now."

[sylkshe-a]

you should all follow these lovelies.

@chmerical @redemptioninterlude @sunxsin

[cahrolinehasmoved]

@chmerical

[prettydeadgone]

“smash or pass” - kate @ marcus !

SMASH OR PASS. / accepting     

        "Babe really? I can't believe you are gonna make me say this, SMASH."

[spiderled]

@chmerical, cont from here.

it would be nice if miguel could put on the same play he does with everyone else. simply push them away, shut them down before they get too comfortable. because miguel wants to be alone, or so he tells himself. he deserves to be alone, more like. how could he not, after what his selfishness caused to an entire universe? to his daughter? he's caused so much pain... something he will never forgive himself for. so while he wishes lyla would dislike him, would leave him to wallow in his loneliness and self-pity, he knows that won't be the case. it never is with her. he can't bring himself to dislike it. he can't dislike her. there are feelings for her he wishes he didn't have because he fears the possibility of them interfering with his job... with saving the entire world & every universe in it. but lyla doesn't need protection, doesn't need him to hide anything from her. it's a breath of relief [ ... ] though he still knows he shouldn't have gotten this close to her. "lyla--" it's nearly a growl, footsteps dead quiet as he closes the space between them, hand grasping her waist to prevent her from leaving. he glares down at her, pout resting on his lips, brows furrowed. there's many words that go unsaid, but he can only manage one: "stay."

[godclaws]

closed starter for @chmerical .

' on a scale of one to ten , how much do you love me ? ----- no reason , i'm totally not about to ask you for a favor . '

[misfittcd]

🐆 !

new multi-muse ask meme!  send me a   “ 🐆 ”   and i’ll randomize our muse lists and suggest a few random pairings for us to try out. 

YELLS there were so many good combos???

Max Brinly & Charlie 'CC' Cheshire Shane Walsh & Erin Harson Leon S Kennedy & Kaitlyn Ka Stu Macher & Kate Schmidt Channi Kisne & Sango Takumi Hikohito & Emily Davis Saem Atoel & Grace Le Domas

[mvnsons]

@chmerical​ || kate said ->  ❝  i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit.  we are what we chose to be.  we make ourselves.   ❞

Eddie listens to her, eating his little pretzels from his little bag as she speaks. She’s got an interesting point, even if it isn’t a point that he shares. He mulls it over for a minute, allowing himself another pretzel in the silence. “I think... you’re right and you’re wrong.” He says, and his eyes meet hers, a small smile playing on his lips. “Maybe you are what you choose to be, but what if you have to find that first?” Maybe he’s talking about himself here -- about his gender and what that means. “Some people are also really, really dense, you know? Sometimes they need to get whacked in the head with something before they realize what it means to them -- how it relates to them. You know?”