tagged by @chocosvt and @secndlife! thank you two so much 🥺💖
i feel like i really didn’t write as much as i should have and wanted to during this year. i’m still really burdened by my self-inflicted fear of not being good enough, not only for you guys, but for myself. i hope to find more courage to write my stories and share my thoughts and ideas and horniness through them in 2021. and to anyone who sticks around to hopefully see that happen: i couldn’t be happier to have you.
01. first creation of 2020
cat got your tongue, january 2nd. it was just a spontaneous, smutty little drabble. not much else to say, i’m afraid.
02. last creation of 2020
half-silvered, december 28th. it was part of merakii’s job au collab and it was my first participation in a collab. i’m actually really happy with it and it is currently the longest piece i’ve posted on this blog. i’d be so appreciative to anyone who would read it and already am to the ones who already have.
03. one of your favorite creations from 2020
i didn’t create all that much, hehe. but i think my favorite piece from 2020 is quits, my wonwoo fic. i’m really happy with it. i think i captured the atmosphere i wanted to in that, the feeling i had while thinking of the fic. it’s cozy but real. sorry for stroking my own horn.
04. a creation you’re really proud of
probably the same as the one above. i’m also proud of in death, a drabble for soonyoungie. and bedside, a drabble for jihoonie. another jihoonie drabble, neediness, i really like too.
05. a new style that you tried this year and a work that used it
honestly, i don’t really know anything about different styles or at least don’t consciously categorize them. i just write however feels right in the moment, so i don’t know!
06. a creation that took forever
it usually doesn’t take all that long for me once i’m finally writing - not weird considering my fics haven’t been very long as of yet. what takes forever for me is to just... start writing...
07. your creation from 2020 that received the most notes
quits, which makes me happy. because i like it a lot.
08. a creation you think deserved more notes
is this where i’m supposed to promote half-silvered....? :eyes_emoji:
09. a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it
none! i barely create for the group i already love, bruh.
10. a creation you made that breaks your heart
i don’t know that i’m capable of breaking my own heart. when i write something angsty, i’m just kind of excitedly wishing to break everyone else’s. hehe.
11. a simple creation that you really love
i ought to go with either bedside (the jihoon drabble i mentioned) or showering (a seungkwan drabble) or lovesick (a wonwoo drabble). oops, i went with all three.
12. a creation inspired by someone else
i guess you could say that the drabbles for the made-up fic title game i played was inspired by the lovely people who contributed. i’ll mention think about us (for woozi), title by @celestialpearls, as a reference for the question.
13. a favorite creation made by someone else
does it have to be on tumblr? because if not, my favorite creation from 2020 is all eyes on you by aquariusblues on ao3. it’s a 100k soonhoon fic, e2l and slow burn; literally the best shit i know.
14. some of your favorite content creators this year
if i forget mentioning anyone up in here imma lose my mind. (honestly, i’ve just been really bad at consuming tumblr content this year, ugh.)
ppl who dislike mint choco need to face the facts 😢 oh “it tastes like toothpaste” oh “the flavours don’t go together” like stop blaming your devolutionary palate on those of us who r accomplished tasters 🧚♀️ no choco mint slander when i’m on hall monitor duty 🤚
YES!!!!!! pls say it louder for those in the back. it’s really not our fault their tastebuds are underdeveloped :/
😭 BRO UR COMMENT ON MY SEOKMIC FIC MADE ME SMILE SO MUCH 💖 ahhhh it was wonderful to read and i’m rly happy you enjoyed it!! 😢😢😢
THANKS FOR WRITING IT !!!! honestly it was on my dash and i was like prince au? click! and it was genuinely so lovely i thoroughly enjoyed it, and it’s been awhile since i read a fic and felt so immersed so thank you ♥️♥️
Seokmin likes to sing you to sleep. He likes it maybe a bit too much. But there’s just something about the way you look up at him, head resting comfortably against his chest, and smile across your lips, that could make him commit the craziest sins if it meant he could stay like that forever. He thinks he sounds the best like that, with you pressed against his skin. Maybe it’s because of all the praises you shower him with before actually falling asleep. Or maybe it’s just because he loves you so damn much that his vocal cords know when he’s singing just for you.
heartbreak tapes sounds soo cute!! i would luv to hear ur ideas for it!!
again, i don't have any snippets from it, but it's going to be formatted the same way the lovers playlist is where each part is based off a song and tells a story. the whole premise is reader is best friends with bang chan and is in love with him but he doesn't feel the same way, so she starts sleeping secretly with his friend hyunjin to try and get her mind off of him. as you can assume, chaos and heartbreak ensues
OMG BUMBLEBEE I MISSED YOU!! 🥹 i was so pleasantly surprised by ur lovely comments! i hope you’re doing super well! and i haven’t forgot abt that jeonghan fic you wrote CUZ I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THAT I am gonna read it so soon!!
I MISSED YOU TOO !!!!! glad i was able to make u smile 😁 lemme link it for u my blog is a mess !! u can find it here 💗
