Drowned
I have been asking this to myself. To be or not to be.
because sometimes i feel like i am not me, thus in that moment, who is me? as i see it again, i become, like, why me? then, i have begun to look back. what have i done? what am i? why? it all has been my doubt these days. i try to figure this out. even my surroundings have started to doubt me. then, to make it fair, or seemed to be, i can only doubt them. well, what else could i do? making them saying and doing everything i say? NO. i am no power to do such thing.
then, i come to a thought. what if i could do anything to make me sure about these? however, it's been impossible, and it always is, that i have my old thought.
let's just enjoy what we can, and just do things.
after all, "living is making a choice," no?