safely held in my softened palms
a toffolis + little!mack drabble, cat's POV ambiguous setting, imagine it after a tough game basically (re: blues game 03/26 i guess? that post-game mack interview was bruuutal)
bc i don't shut up, additional notes are in the reblogs this time (trying smth new). no cws afaik, mack's just sad and tired and crying a lot, but lmk if you want anything to be put here just in case
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Cat expected to see Mack's shoes in front of the door, lined up neatly next to Ty's. Especially after the past few games they had—this off-day was needed for them to rest and recuperate.
What she doesn't expect to see is Ty sitting on the couch, hunched over a lump of mass that one can only presume is Mack. He has a fluffy white throw blanket on his entire body and covering his head, one of the really soft ones they take out when it's movie night or storytime or anything of the sort. From what Cat can see, Mack is shivering hard, blanket shaking with him as he crawls in closer to Tyler's side, a strikingly loud sob escaping his mouth every few seconds. He's trying to make himself as small as possible and oh– oh. Cat gets it now.
She sets her keys down on the dining table, the noise causing Tyler to look up and over at her with a soft smile. "Didn't hear you come in, babe," he says. Macklin makes a noise underneath him, a wet, questioning whimper through his tears, to which Tyler quickly shushes him, starts stroking his back again in a sweet rhythm to calm him down.
"Is he…?"
"Yeah. We have our baby right now, isn't that right, Macky?" Cat peeks over the couch to see Mack nodding underneath the blankets at Ty's question. If she heard correctly, she thinks she heard Mack parrot "baby" as the answer, small voice croaking around the vowel.
Cat's chest tightens as the thought of her not-baby being so aware of himself, and she frowns at the sound of Mack's voice. Coupled with the way he looks, the obvious exhaustion surrounding Mack has her eyebrows furrowing with concern. "Why's he shaking so much?"
It seems like Tyler's reading her mind, and she's never been more thankful to have married such an understanding man. "Just crying it all out. We're working on trying to let ourselves go." Ty frowns, and Cat knows it's because the little baby in his arms is trying to be so quiet, trembling from the efforts of keeping his mouth shut. "Mack, don't you wanna say hi to Catcat?"
She watches as the said boy pauses, hears his breath catch on a choking cry, and walks closer to the back of the couch as he slowly turns to his right so he can look at her from where he's lying down. His eyes are teary still and bloodshot, philtrum shiny with snot and tears as he snuffles, teeth grimacing in an effort to both appear happy and hold his cries back all at once. Her hand peeks up out of her sweater to wave at him, natural sweater paws hopefully posing her as non-threatening. Macklin wipes his tears away with the back of his hand, waves a small "Hi" back, and she smiles at his efforts to try, even though he's not looking directly at her and instead at something else. Fatigue quickly takes over after he stays up for a bit too long, and he slumps back into Ty's lap, rubbing his eyes all over Tyler's shorts like the harder her rubs, the faster his tears will go away.
Cat's heart hurts. Not just at how small Macklin can make himself look next to her ever-so-kind husband, but at how much Mack is trying to stop and shut himself up. She's again so, so thankful for her Ty and the way he's silently asking Macklin to stop holding everything in. Sometimes actions speak louder than words for Macklin, especially when he's little—the Toffolis have definitely had practice with a little Mack that prefers present touch than empty praises.
Tyler pats the back of Mack's head, hoping it'll do their little some good to focus on something constant, and Cat makes quick work of unpacking all of her stuff before settling down on Macklin's other side, leaning her head on his back. She caresses his back, feels the way he slowly relaxes underneath her and starts laying his full, free body weight on Tyler's lap. Ty feels it too, if the look he gives Cat is anything to go by. They all lay on the couch just like that, with Ty eventually putting a random hockey game on the TV, until Macklin falls asleep safe in their arms.









