I'm so excited to cut all of my hair off.
Not because it's a change,
I mean, it's more than that.
Yes, it will be an alteration for me,
But there is something more deep, there.
I'm excited to chop off my hair,
because I'm finally in control of something.
I have the power and independence,
to do something impulsive, wild, crazy . . .
on my own.
Nobody can tell me no.
It's my body and I can do what I desire.
That's something nobody can take away from me,
or attempt to put up a wall so it's out of reach.
I have never let myself get that far.
I can feel this confidence ooze out of me already,
and I haven't even chopped my hair off yet.
Perhaps this all seems silly to one,
But this means the absolute world to me.