Seeing Chris going back to Marvel filled me with some type of really sweet nostalgia. But it also made me realize that things will never be the same.
It reminded me of those old Marvel days. Of those funny interviews and red carpet events. The whole fandom was so different, but I also saw him differently back in the day, and I kind of miss that guy. Or who I thought he was. Don't misunderstand me; I wouldn't have had a problem with him settling down or having a kid. It's not about me wanting him for myself or whatever; we all know why whatever this whole thing is is problematic.
Those days were a bit lighter and not overshadowed by such weird drama. And his comeback reminded me of how much I enjoyed those days and how much I loved him and the content we got. And it's just not the same anymore.













