As Long As You Love Me
Pairing: Chubby!Alpha!Bucky x Omega! Reader
Summary: Bucky feels insecure and Y/N tries to make him feel better.
Warnings: Body image issues, Bucky being sad, bad mental image.
Hey Guys! Before starting the one shot I would just like to take a moment to tell you. How you look like, What your skin color is, Do you have the hourglass body or not, IT DOESN’T MATTER! What matters is the inside!!!!
YOU ALL ARE GORGEOUS!!!
And in the words of Taylor Swift:
You're so gorgeous
I can't say anything to your face
'Cause look at your face
And I'm so furious
At you for making me feel this way
But, what can I say?
You're gorgeous
Y/N was successful in her field of work. She was a songwriter and wrote for many big singers and bands like Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, Miley Cyrus, Dua Lipa, One Direction, Jonas Brothers, Justin Bieber etc.
So yeah, she hung out with a lot of rich and fit Alpha’s and beta’s and that’s what made her Alpha insecure.
James Buchanan Barnes once a fit lad after the Flag smashers thing he took a break and stopped training which him despite being a super soldier him not training and not regulating his food intake caught onto him. She loved his belly while he despised it. Y/N knew Bucky was insecure. So, she decided to work on one insecurity then other.
Bucky met Y/N when he was in Louisiana. Y/N was helping Sarah cook food when an overwhelming scent consumed her. “Do you smell that?” She asked Sarah
“Yeah, that’s Bucky Sam’s friend. He’s a really strong Alpha. He was the Winter Soldier, not anymore though.” Sarah said
“Why, what’s wrong?” She asked
“His scent is too strong” Y/N said and Sarah smirked
“Maybe you should go to your Alpha” Sarah said and y/n shook her head
“No not know at dinner” Y/n said and Sarah nodded
“Sarah!” She heard a voice exclaim
“Bucky!” Sarah exclaimed
“This is Y/N my friend. Y/N this is Bucky” Sarah said
B*tch Y/N mind linked Sarah
“Mate” Bucky whispered and Y/N smiled and the rest was history.
Bucky was insecure about of lot of things like his metal arm, his nightmares and now his protruding belly.
His belly insecurity started when Y/N bought home Nick Jonas, a child hood friend. They were hanging by the pool and he was shirtless. His abs showing.
Bucky knew Y/N was a Ab girl (sorry if you are not) and when he looked down he saw his abs were replaced by a belly.
“Looking good Nick” Y/N commented always wanting the people she loved to feel good about themselves.
One of the things Bucky loved the most about her.
“Thanks” He said
“Bucky?” She called him
“Yeah, bean?” He replied
“Come, join us Alpha” Y/N said
“No you two enjoy, I’ll bring some drinks” Bucky said and went inside and looked at himself in a full sized mirror.
His jaw replaced with a double chin. His firm chest was now soft. His toned torso now gone.
I look like shit Bucky thought.
And that’s from where his body image problems started.
Y/N was coming back from home. She was working on Evermore with Taylor Swift. She loved working with her.
“Honey I’m home! I brought Pizza with me” Y/N said but something was off
Her alpha’s scent was cider, musky, rainwater. She loved it it reminded her of her grandparents home, but today something was off. It was filled with a sour tinge.
Y/N walked up the stairs of their home to their shared bedroom and as she went inside. She saw tears streaming down her Alpha’s cheeks while he stood shirtless in front of a mirror.
“Alpha!” Y/N said and that caught Bucky’s attention. He scrambled to get his shirt back on but through his teary eyes he couldn’t see anything. Y/N softly trudged to her frantic Alpha and hugged him from behind. She felt his back tense and then relax.
She sat Bucky down and gave him his shirt as he looked uncomfortable without it.
“What’s wrong buck?” She asked softly
“Nothing” Bucky said his voice hoarse from the crying he must’ve done.
“Something is wrong Alpha. Pls tell me, you were crying.” Y/N said trying to get something out of him
Bucky looked at her and broke down.
“I don’t deserve you” Bucky said
“Alpha no, Why would you say that?” Y/N asked getting concerned
“You’re perfect and I’m fat and have a metal arm and get nightmares.” He said
“You still have nightmares?” She asked. Y/N thought his nightmares had stopped a while ago.
“No, not anymore. Once in a while but that’s normal” Bucky said
“I love your belly and your metal arm. I love how arm cools me down during my heats or how it shines in the sun or the moonlight. I love how I can stick magnets to it. I love it’s colors. I love your belly too you know. I love how it squishes against me when we snuggle. I love that I can use it as a pillow. I love each and every part of you.” Y/N said
“Gosh, I really don’t deserve you. You’re so perfect. I don’t deserve you baby girl. I mean I’m the Winter Soldier for gods sake. I don’t deserve good things in life.” Bucky said
“JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES! This is the last time you will say something like this ! You did not do those things! You were brainwashed! You weren’t you! You deserve good things in life!” Y/N said getting choked up
“You’re the most perfect Alpha, you’re caring, sweet, protective. I love you just the way you are” Y/N said
Suddenly an idea popped in her mind. She jumped out of Bucky’s lap went inside her office and got her guitar. She sat infront of Bucky and started to sing:
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine I'm leavin' my life in your hands People say I'm crazy and that I am blind Risking it all in a glance And how you got me blind is still a mystery I can't get you out of my head Don't care what is written in your history As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done Feels like it's deep within me Doesn't really matter if you're on the run It seems like we're meant to be
I don't care who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) What you did As long as you love me (I don't know) Who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) Don't care what you did As long as you love me (yeah) As long as you love me As long as you love me
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows But I guess it shows When you look into my eyes What you did and where you're comin' from I don't care, as long as you love me, baby
I don't care who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) What you did As long as you love me (as long as you love me) Who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) Don't care what you did (yeah) As long as you love me (as long as you love me) Who you are (who you are) Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are (who you are) Where you're from (where you're from) As long as you love me Who you are As long as you love me What you did (I don't care) As long as you love me
“I love James Buchanan Barnes. You’re perfect just the way you are” Y/N said
“I love you” Bucky said and I smiled
Everything was perfect.
Thank You for reading!
Remember YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY ARE!!!
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