no i dont think i can actually handle whatever fabian will be put thru next season actually. like at all. wym the kid who is desperate for attention especially from his parents will have to watch his mother (who swore to do better and then left him all alone for a school year to spend time with her new partner btw) pay attention to a little newborn baby at all times, once again completely dismissing fabian. what do you MEAN. i can NEVER get over fabians loneliness its so engraved in my brain. he will be sitting in a lively house with a happy family and he will feel so detached from it. the house might as well be empty because hes getting as much attention as if nobody was there. remember how in the nightmare forest he just turns into a ghost? i think about that every day. fabian aramais seacaster is the ghost that haunts my brain just as he haunts his home. like i KNOW lou plays up fabians dislike of the baby because its funny but TJSUDSOSJVRBIJE ITS NOT FUNNY TO ME!!! not when his literal worst fear and nightmare feels so so real!!!!!! STOP THAT!!!! i need to fight brennan lee mulligan. i will not win but i must try.
also i kinda hate how fabians issues are always just overshadowed by a bit like. chungledown bim is a guy who genuinely terrifies and traumatized fabian but all of that is COMPLETELY overlooked because the guy has a funny name and he just says he will shit in his mouth and the entire fabians no good absolutely terrible day also gets this treatment and OUGHHHHHH like i get it but OUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
