Dec 13, 2016
So excited to go to church this morning and deal with all the fake people 😬
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So excited to go to church this morning and deal with all the fake people 😬
Church Sucks
So I went to church today cause we got invited by my brother in law and his gf. It isn't even that it was that bad, I just hate going. I have really bad social anxiety (just figured out that this is why going out in public is so hard for me 😖) and so the entire time I am on the verge of a panic attack. I always get horrible head aches, feel sick, and like I'm going to pass out. Maybe there is just a demon inside me that hates church 🙄 Afterwards we got some coffee in the cafe and talk about awkward. I didn't know what to do or say or anything! I just kinda go with the flow, try to be too weird or mess anything up...and I still suck at it 😣 The sermon wasn't that great either, just normal run of the mill kinda crap. Might be good if you have never been to church but I've been going my whole life and it is so boring at this point. They never care about digging deeper or answering real life questions, it's always just love God, read the bible, blah blah blah. I still have a horrible head ache and I never wanna go again! I'm working on the anxiety but it's really hard. I wanna cupcake now! I earned it! 😫🎂
Is it worth it?
Personal rant, have to go to church to appease future mother in law, so tired of lying. All these people that don’t believe in evolution hardcore, I can’t take them seriously. Even though it’s only once a week or every two weeks, she’s starting to believe that God is “bringing me towards the light” S.O. asks me to play along a bit and stay neutral for now, but I can’t wait to be over with this. Wish I could paint instead!
I got back at them today for not courtesy flushing in the bathroom, not the justice I had wanted, but it will do for now
churchsucks replied to your photo: I can’t wink sexy…. ;^ ; (Taken with instagram)
ur so pretty tho!!! what eyeshadow do you use? its so sparkly aw
It's just loose glitter that I put on my eyelids with lash glue. :3
you have sick taste in music, js <3
omg thanks so much
you too man you too