#chys chronicles

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⁺⋆𖧷 ⊹My Woniverse⊹ 𖧷⋆⁺ Pt.1

๋࣭ ⭑⚝˗ˏˋNow playing _ Your eyes only - ENHYPENˎˊ˗

Pairing _ Yang jungwon X Y/N

Summary _ Texts with your bsf yang jungwon are always lively, theres no way anyone could separate you two!

WARNINGS _ kys joke (thats rlly it..?)

A/N: im heavily procrastinating on winner..but lowkey whipped this up in like two days to pass the time! yes i did use the same meme twice cuz i b like that sometimes 😛

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i want to wish everyone happy valentine's day 💕💕💕

to the loves of my life (everyone of my mutuals even if your a new love <3) im sorry i couldn't show up wrapped in ribbons for you💔 yall are literally the light of my day honestly, im definitely not as active here as i should be and im working on it, i have commitment issues so bare with me...but im so glad i got the chance to actually talk with you guys even a little and i promise to interact with you guys so much more

i love love LOVEEEEE you guys so much and i hope to see y'all succeed in anything you wish for and if you wanted my heart dont worry because you have always had it 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY LOVES

@tyunningism @ickbite @ewstain @jakehoonceo @seungsoftly @augennn @wonsvisuals @clearlyhoonie @1009high @wishieyu @heetaki @scxrhee 💕

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UnEthical - C.BG

❀ Now playing _ UNETHICAL - Foauzia

───── ✹ "Your enough"

Pairing _ Choi Beomgyu ⇆ Y/n

Warnings _ slight angst but mostly comfort

summary _ Some feelings are confusing, messy, and hard to express... but being together makes everything feel just right.

WC _ 1k

Chys Notez _ AYEEE guess what's dropping next week, here's something to keep y'all occupied !

Beomgyu isn’t the kind of guy who makes it easy.

Not in the obvious, flashy way. Or the one that strolls into a room and demands attention. He’s quieter than that. Shy in his own chaotic way.

The kind of boy who trips over his words and grins too wide when he’s embarrassed. Someone that makes you want to lean in close, even when he’s doing everything he can to pull away.

You’ve been trying to understand him for months. Trying to understand just the way his eyes linger a little too long when you laugh, or how he always seems to appear when you least expect him and when you need him the most.

He doesn’t admit things easily, maybe not to himself but you always know. You’ve always have.

You can always tell, in the way his breath hitches when someone else touches your shoulder. How every time you pass by him hoping just for a sliver of contact. The quick, awkward jokes he says when silence between you gets too heavy.

But when it comes to saying the things that matter, he freezes. Tries to avoid it.

Tonight, you’re sitting across from him at the small table in the dorm lounge. Half-empty bottles of soda between you. The glow of your laptops casting pale light on your tired faces. He’s fidgeting with the hem of his hoodie, ears pink, eyes darting anywhere but yours.

“I..uh,” he starts, then stops. Clears his throat. “Nothing. Forget it.”

You raise an eyebrow. "Gyu.. its only us here right now, you can talk tome you know.”

He swallows, closing in on himself as if he tried to disappear. “I’m.. not good at this kind of stuff.”

You let out a breath. “What stuff?”

“Talking about... feelings,” His hands curl around the hem of his hoodie. “Or wanting something you probably wouldn't..”

You don’t respond right away. You just watch him. The way his lips tremble slightly when he’s nervous. The way he can’t meet your gaze. Your heart twists in ways you can’t explain.

“You mean.. me?” you finally ask.

His head snaps up, eyes wide and panicked, like he’s just been caught. “I mean.. I don’t know! I.. maybe? It’s complicated, i don't know how to explain to you..”

You laugh softly, more to ease the tension than anything else. “Complicated how?”

He buries his face in his hands. “Because I-ugh! I can’t even explain it. I like... I like you, okay? But I don’t know what to do with it! I don’t... I don’t want to mess things up between us. i don't want to ruin what i have with you already.”

The truth spilled out, clumsy and awkward, just like him. And somehow it hurts more because it’s so painfully sincere. Like you can feel every emotions that's running through his mind.

There was a moment of silence before he continued, "I don't know if what I'm doing is..a good thing..?"

“You think this is wrong?” you ask quietly.

“No!” he blurts, then immediately covers his mouth with his hand, eyes darting away, his actions betraying him. “I mean, I don’t know. Maybe? I just.. I don’t want to mess this up. I don’t want you to think I’m..”

“Unethical?” You say.

He freezes. “Yeah. that.”

You lean back, trying not to laugh at the absurdity. “Beomgyu, it’s not crazy. It’s just..confusing. For the both of us.”

He finally looks you in your eyes, letting out a exhale, and you see the mixture of hope and nervousness in his eyes.

It’s exhausting, the way he’s scared of everything, even his own feelings. And yet.. it’s kind of adorable, the way he’s so human about it.

“You make it sound easy,” he mutters. “But it’s not. I’m not -”

“You’re not good at this,” you finish for him, and he nods quickly, as if relieved that you understand. “Yeah. I get it.”

A long silence falls between you. He’s still fiddling with his hoodie, jaw tight, as if he’s trying to force the words back in. You reach over and place your hand gently on top of his.

He freezes completely, eyes wide, heart probably racing a mile a minute. But he doesn’t pull away. Not yet.

“I don’t want you to feel like this is all on you,” you say softly. “We can figure it out. Together.”

He swallows hard. His hand twitches against yours before he finally laces his with yours. Small, hesitant, almost fragile, like he’s afraid of breaking you just by holding on.

“I-” He stops again, looking down, hoping you cant see the way his face flushed pink. “I’m stupid. I can’t… I can’t even say it right.”

“You don’t have to,” you whisper. “Actions speak louder anyway.”

The way his eyes shine, both nervous and relieved, makes your chest ache. He’s still awkward, still fumbling, still terrified of what he feels, but he’s here. With you. And somehow, that’s enough.

The tension between wanting him and being unsure of what this means fades slightly. You press your forehead gently against his. His hands tighten around yours, and he leans into the contact.

“You’re not stupid,” you murmur. “You’re.. you. And I like that. Really.”

He smiles, embarrassed, warm, and somehow more shy than he's ever been. “You really mean that?”

“I do,” you say, brushing a strand of hair from his face. “You don’t have to know everything right now. Just.. don’t run away from it either.”

He nods, finally letting himself breathe. Small, quiet, but whole. And for the first time in a long time, he doesn’t feel like he's made a mistake. He’s awkward. But he’s here.

And maybe that’s enough to make it feel just right.

HOW CUTEEEEE (Why Isn't my love life like this.)

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after watching jakes recent live, i just KNOW he talks you through it. that live solidified it for me

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for context its was a heeseung fic. i an absolutely DEVASTATED TUMBLR FUCKING BURN ALONG WITH HYBE UGH

IF ANYONE KNOWS THIS OLEASE SEND I WAS ONLY HALF THROUGH BUT THEY ARE ON A TRIP WITH SOME MEMBERS AND CHAEWON AND SOMEONE ELSE AND JAY IS DRIVING AND HEE IS SUPER SUPES TOUCHY AND LIKE THEY STOP AT A GAS STATION AND THATS WHERE I STOPPED BRUH OMG PLEASE ITS SO VAGUE BUT HLEP A GIRL OUT 💔💔💔💔💔🫰🏽🫰🏽🫰🏽🫰🏽

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can we eradicate hybe already

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anton is antoning rn he looks really good i need to eat him up omg

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bro my laptop breaking when i was supposed to drop why didnt i save this shit to my phone 💔💔🥀🥀