Are you sometimes living in your head too? _________________________________________________ Hello, today is the 20th of June 2022. And this will be Confession Drawing No. 44. The title for today's drawing will be, "Kopfkino" or in English "Head Cinema." My confession for today is, that I haven't been intimate with anybody for seven years, not even a kiss. Over the weekend I have met someone. And yeah we hit it off really well. We talked until the rest was gone. And we spent the next day, a super nice day, at the beach. Today Monday, like they say in German, "Kopfkino." I lived in Berlin also for seven years. Kopfkino means something like fantasy. Or the movies that you play in your head. Kopfkino, isn't like really facts, in my case, it's not just me, it involves another person. And if that other person is not talking then you create your own story, your own fantasy. Some experience it like a movie in the background in your subconscious, that can even shut it off. For me it doesn't shut off, for me, it's more like an obsession, I can't stop thinking about it. Like why is that constant in my head? It's too much. The quote, "To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance" by Oscar Wilde. Somehow all these drawings connect, don't you think? So maybe I can make a bridge here to love ourselves. So I don't want to be Kopfkino, I want to know what's going. I don't want to wait and find out, I want to know. Is it mutual or not. And if not then I want to know it as fast as possible or else it can maybe hurt too much. We're not robots. We are people, I don't know for everybody, but in general with a lot of emotions. And these emotions can drive you to the wall sometimes. So I think I want communication. And find out if is it going to be a drama, is it going to be a comedy, or is it going to be a love story? You know all sorts of possibilities. But yeah, at this moment, now I don't know. #confession #drawings #kopfkino #cinemahead #emotions #romance (at Exposició) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgijkRboIAy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
