How is your mood today? _________________________________________________ Hello, today is the 22nd of June 2022. And this will be Confession Drawing No. 45. The title for today's Confession Drawing is "Encoding Overloaded." The confession for today is that I did not want to come out of my bed. And that I am stupid and make bad judgments. I told you in the previous drawing that I had met someone. And I told you that I was going to talk to them to see if it was mutual. And I found out that there is a huge age difference of 22 years. If I would tell this to my parents they would tell me how I could have been so stupid for not seeing or noticing this. In the previous drawing, I told you as my confession that I have not been intimate with anybody for five years. I'm being so careful that I do not pick another person in my life who messes me up. Today I am feeling down because I had a small illusion, and it's not going to happen. You can also influence your mood with color therapy. Then I thought okay I had a coffee today that's also very good for the mood. So some heads in the drawing are higher representing the mood from the baseline and that can really shift. Maybe you are watching this and you are like really heartbroken. Or maybe you had a relationship of 16 years and you are now divorced. That is also the positive thing with moods that it shifts. Not that you would care less about that person but more that maybe it hasn't emotionally such an impact anymore. It's a bit as if the shine of life is a bit gone, like in wintertime when there's no sun. It's a little bit more dull and gray. If you had to give your mood a color, what color would you choose? Like red hot or yeah when you're feeling blue. This person in the drawing is this person, you know it's the same person. With these lines it becomes to me like a music score. Let's say if you would have the whole song the same tone that could become boring. So moods maybe make life interesting. #confession #drawings #moods #colors #people #feelingoverloaded (at Valencia) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChFGgk-IbfV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=