#cinqva

[avaslosthermind]

i miss his everything

[avaslosthermind]

right, so basically it’s my husband birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yippee !!!! ugh i love him so very much

[avaslosthermind]

✶ love, in it’s truest form / the shape of forever.

, vicious sensitive robots

like a dog, with a bird at your door.

ava ,

my name is boring. not much meaning. no depth.

my mother just tagged the name onto her infant because some singer she knew had named their child ‘ava’.

derived from the latin word "avis," meaning "bird," and potentially linked to the hebrew name "chavah" (eve), meaning "life" or "to breathe". It can also be a diminutive of medieval german names that may have meant "desired" or "bird-like".

five ,

name depth : his father’s personal science experiment, but let’s skip over that.

in order of strongest to least, he came in a strong fifth place between his siblings, but hey, at least it wasn’t seven.

the number five. besides being just a number, through numerological and symbolic meanings “five” can mean freedom and adventure — In numerology, five often represents change, curiosity, and movement. It’s restless, always seeking new experiences. balance , five sits in the middle of one through ten, a pivot between beginnings and endings, embodying transition.

our constellation , cinqva.

five , flipped through the language of french ( the language of love, as some say ) = cinq. un, deux , trois, quatre, and cinq.

ava , seen only within words, rather than stand alone; available, lava, avatar, bravado… i hide within words , so i must hide within this one, but this one is mine, shared with the one i love. pulling an ‘a’ off my name = va, used as an abbreviation for most things rather than having a true meaning of its own.

in almost every reality i speak french,

and in almost every reality his

contact / nickname from me is cinq.

cinq - va

a little bit of you, a little bit of me.

dedications to @teenagediirtbag who’s beautiful mind came

up with our ship name, my heart genuinely beats for you.

໒ we’re lurking in your media . . .

morticia addams & gomez addams

jessica day & nick miller

eve & wall-e

jenna rink. & matt flamhaff

gretchen ross & donnie darko

rose dewitt bukater & jack dawson

lady & tramp

nancy wheeler & jonathan byers

gwen stacy & peter parker

dana scully & fox mulder

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✧ , written in the stars . . .

pisces vs libra

sensitive, dreamy, emotional, charming, balanced,

seeks deep, soulful love. romantic, seeks

harmony and partnership.

“ but both are hopeless romantics at heart — if they balance emotion ( pisces ) with reason ( libra ), this can be a very sweet, enchanting match. “

you & i in the shape music notes,, i hear you everywhere

imperfect for you

he’s my man

i’ll be seeing you

no.1 party anthem

this is how it feels

sleep talking

andromeda

dreaming of you

pined for you my whole life

paul

viscous sensitive robot

do i wanna know?

not a lot, just forever

wicked game

love songs on the radio

across the universe ,

universes folded into two.

“ you follow me around like a lost dog. ”

✶ tripped into your worlds ( starring cinqva ) ,

the umbrella academy ( i’ve been stapled into the narrative ), twin peaks, hogwarts, nevermore academy, formula1, better cr, marvel, the walking dead, dead poets society, gravity falls, vampire, the end of the fucking world, stardew valley, star versus the forces of evil, star wars, x-files, one upon a time, queens gambit, mickey17, the bear, stranger things, miraculous ladybug, derry girls, inside job, queens gambit, pokémon, jurassic park, mermaid . . .

dedications ;

heavily inspired by @hrrtshape’s coremma post & @venusianbarbiedoll’s viclark post.

+ shoutout to @eveofthedawn for being the president of cinqva nation , being my sister-in-law and all