#citylightsstarter

[withivanssong]

Holy crap, it’s been so long. Writing music always sucks me under. What’s been up, everyone?

[grayaanderson]

I feel like death warmed over. Honestly, this fucking sucks. Thank god, I am not working yet or it would suck even more. If anyone would like to find me I will be in my bedroom in the dark. 

[sxmehxperobin]

Here’s my attempt at being on social media. You’d think that someone who works with computers all day would know a lot about this, but no, I really stopped during college. Is this there I say hello to strangers on the internet?

[flowerchildcoty]

I just had a week-long conference for my field and I’m so ready to get back to work. How is everyone doing?

[sxmehxperobin]

I’ve moved again due to apartment issues. Strangely enough my landlord was not thrilled with me constantly calling about a leaky roof. 

[grayaanderson]

Husband brag!

My husband is fucking amazing! The new video for “Into the Unknown” is out and oh my god it’s amazing. The video is great and the voice that comes out that man is perfect. Ugh. And he is cute too. Go watch it if you haven’t! I might be watching it on repeat because I miss his face so much...honestly I have been watching everything that he is in. Old music videos, old interviews, old live streams that people have put on youtube because I fucking miss him. Next week I will be home and with him. But I digress... go watch the new music video and I have a hot husband. 

[grayaanderson]

Finally, Vancouver feels like home. Finally, my beautiful fur babies are here in my apartment and my beautiful, wonderful, and cuddly husband is here. It’s the best fucking day ever. I love them all so much and I am so fucking happy tonight. Time to get home to my loves. How is everyone else weekend going? 

[grayaanderson]

Sorry for being MIA for a bit. I’ve been working on SPN and trying to get my sobriety in check. And now I am off in the South of France with my lovely husband because I need an honest to god break with just him and nothing else. No work, no real wifi, just him and I getting back to us. I promise I will be around more. The struggle to stay sober is a lot harder than I thought it would be. My body and mind are telling every moment of the day and night to use. To just take a little to take to stress off. I’m being strong, but it’s very tiring to be that strong. 

So yeah... I guess I just wanted to let you all know I am alive and somewhat okay.