Talk about Bob (I'm so sorry)
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"What else is there to say that I haven't already said about him? He did teach me something. Ghosts are very real, but not in the way you think. They're memories just clawing at your brain until you think it's going to explode. They're a deep feeling in the back of your throat that you want to scratch and claw at your neck to get out, and they're the pit in your stomach left behind after a nightmare. A part of me died that night. Now I just see a stranger in the mirror. This person looks like me, but I don't even know who they are anymore. I'm just looking at a rotten unrecognizable corpse of who I used to be. Nowadays I just feel like I'm going through the motions of being alive then actually living, thanks to him. But if he was still alive it's not like he'd care anyways. I was just a bad case of wrong place wrong time wasn't I? I was nothing more then something in the way of a person who gleefully brings more suffering into the world."
"When I heard the news he was dead when I woke up after those three weeks, I should have been happy shouldn't I? I should have been glad to be alive, or have some kind of closure. But it didn't bring me any of that, I've visited that man's grave multiple times but the only thing that accomplished was just making me feel worse. He took away so much from me, the only relief I get is knowing he can't do what he did to me to someone else."