Dec 12, 2016
Goddammit, I am not going to let this year beat me. I am going to fucking outlive 2016, just you see.
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Goddammit, I am not going to let this year beat me. I am going to fucking outlive 2016, just you see.
So maybe I’m overreacting, but my dad said that I was being to rough holding my 3 month old nephew, so now I’m too scared to hold him at all..... like I thought gentle (the key word being gentle) bouncing to soothe him was ok, but he made me feel like I was using him as a football....
Guess I’ll just never hold him again until he is 5.
Radiology is good and all for looking at bones and the heart and stuff, but why is GI radiology still a thing? Everyone admits that ultrasound is better so why am I sitting her crying because my radiology exam is wanting me to know how to distinguish this gray mush from that gray mush....
Ugh.... I have kidney stones again.... doesn’t seem as bad as last time, but that may be because I realized in sooner and got on pain meds before it got really bad, but it still sucks.
I am a reasonably good person, I do not deserve this.
Mother once told me, that when someone close to you passes there isn't a day that goes by where you don't think of them. I didn't believe her when she first told me this.
But I was wrong... So very wrong.
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of Ally. There's always some little thing that makes me think of her.
I miss her. I miss her so very much.