#claire time

[petercantfuckingread]

hand study except i got uno onthe brain

[madlyclaireified]

Sunday time for me, with me- sitting at my favorite spot in the mountains next to the little creek, new lil (second) nostril piercing appreciation, easy walk, sunshine, getting healthier.

[madlyclaireified]

non chronological list of today thus far

-it's almost 1pm and I'm still in my pjs. -I got up at a reasonable time without my alarm. I had the morning to myself. -I had a good, connecting phone conversation. -I stayed in bed. I felt sad. -I feel sad. -I also feel a lot conflicting emotions. (or maybe not conflicting, just a lot of emotions at once). -I have therapy this evening. -I made breakfast at an actual breakfast time. it was elaborate and fun. there were scrambled eggs with feta, queso, kale and lots black pepper; leftover empanadas; left over beef that I sautéed up; and then tropical marmalades (that our friends from Hawaii made and sent us) on locally baked, sourdough toast. -Gracie is snoozing on the couch - and I'm in the mood for reading lately---so I'm not going to rush home to clean my apt. I'm going to enjoy my day off and let just myself do whatever I like. -I'm settling back in to being home (as in back in the states). it takes me a while sometimes. but that's okay. I feel very capable. I am very capable.