#clarkcest

[gangleirl]

the clarklings in tomodachi

[karanna1]

I knew.

[pian-ran]

[sleepingfancies]

angsty stoner clarkcest ot3?

MMMMM

They’re out on the porch of yet another home that isn’t theirs, and they can only think about the shit that’s gone down. The places they’ve been, the people they’ve known, how all of it is missing or dead or worse. The only release is the numbness of getting high together, and even then, they mostly think about how angry they are. At the world, at their parents, at each other. “I hate you,” “yeah, well, I hate you too”s are exchanged like candy, passing blunts into each other’s hands a little too roughly. It’s only when they’re high enough they can’t feel each other’s fingers when their hands brush against each other that the rage calms into bitter disappointment. “Sometimes I wish we were dead like them,” “we’re not, because we have each other”. Unspoken confessions rise to the top, as high as they’ve ever gone. Palms slip into palms, tracing scars, callouses, soft destiny lines and withered family lines. For once, no one feels like the outcast, or the unloved child, or the disappointment, or the failure. Lips meet lips, tight and hesitant, curious and cautious. It’s only a peck at first, full of uncertainty and bitterness. But when lips meet lips again they taste like salt and sweet and lingering strawberry balm. They slip into each other, as close as they’ve ever been, and somehow closer. Palms move from palms to rigid backs, to curly hair, to gentle faces.

“Don’t leave us, asshole. I’d hate you more”

“Never”

[sandalaris]

Catching up on Fear the Walking Dead. The look on Nick's face while watching Alicia getting dragged away after seeing her again for the first time. She drops him her knife then the army guys find her and take her and just, that look on his face!!

[smolgaysnake]

a smush of a fic

anyway, I’m a terrible tagger and things get confused, on wrong blogs, etc. Here is a fic that I wrote that is heavy nick/alicia and then moves into some chris focus with a kidsquad ot3 end goal. Its a smush of a few different pieces, but it’s all in one place finally.

put the gun down, ftwd, 13k

[favvnsongs]

Hi! So I've been following you for ages and I've just gotten into clarkcest and discovered the ships tag and clarksibs' aus and your replies and the like. I was wondering which was your favorite or where I should start because I trust your judgment on fandom things!!

you cannot possibly know how giddy it makes me that youre in the paddleboat with us. im just. theyre so angsty and broken and tragic and it’s all so gross and hurty and bitterlovely. 

fuck, okay. simpler times they say, and too young to reign are probably my favourites out of cass’ verses. the ballet au is pretty fucking golden too. 

alie’s ficlets are absolute agony <3

theres my clarkcest tag, of course. 

@brittanatwentyone has a few really lovely wretched fanvids. 

and of course of course of course, im more than convinced that youre more than welcome to come off anon and scream with any of us in chat. 

[feeltripping]

why am i having feelings over shameful Clark kid forehead kisses? pod not shameful but like. ashamed?? alicia kissing his forehead and he's never felt more like awful unworthy garbage than he does in that moment???

because he keeps letting her down!!! when he’s clean and knows how much he’s fucked over his own life, squandered his potential. and how sad he makes her, the damage he’s caused. and he can’t even be 100% terrible even though it would be easier for her to just pure hate him?? he’s enough that she loves him and can’t get away :(