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i was grazed by a bullet intended for the woman nearby so i’m a murder victim. yeah the bullet hit her in the chest and i’m only grazed but are you telling me that means i’m not a victim of the bullet, just because it wasn’t intended for me? why are you telling me to move out of the way so you can give her life-saving aid i’m literally bleeding from this superficial wound in my arm. i think we need to pay equal attention to ALL victims of this bullet.
read some good analysis of obsession (2026) and it really confirms to me that movie is showing us how and why straight men’s fantasies of the ideal gf are horrifying. it’s not even primarily about rape or sexual coercion, although those things are there. straight men don’t know how to build a connection from genuine curiosity about another human’s experience on this earth, from mutual respect and admiration. they fundamentally cannot do that as long as they refuse to see women as people. the horror is misogyny, but the rape allegory isn't even the most horrifying part. the horror is that nikki was never a person in bear’s mind. the horror is being made into a concept, a prize, and not being allowed to be a person. bear does that to nikki, with the wish, and then the nikki entity does the same thing to him in turn.
i love you sugar i love you salt i love you msg i love you butter and cooking oils i love you cream i love you full-fat dairy products. i love you things that make food taste good i love you i love you i love you
i was not in any way 'female socialized' and i can't relate to trans people coercively assigned female at birth who use that term to describe their own life experiences. the thing about socialization is that it's absolutely real and it's also so much more complicated than 'male' vs 'female.' AND, crucially, it requires self identification with the group you are supposed to be apart of. male/female socialization simply does not work on trans children. it just reveals our transness in ways that expose us to violence: more extreme denial of bodily autonomy than the average child experiences, bullying, abuse, and alternatively/additionally self-hatred, self-policing, self-repression, anti-social behaviors and isolation. because of transmisogyny, trans girls and transfem children also experience a greater degree of physical violence on top of everything else i've listed (trans boys and transmasc children are not seen as deserving of physical brutality on the same level.)
i was not female socialized. i was 'freak weirdo kid who is not like the rest of us girls at all' socialized. i was 'autistic' socialized. and i was 'coerced into sublimating my needs and ignoring my own boundaries to suit the arbitrary whims and control needs of adults' socialized, like most children are, regardless of their assigned sexgender or proximity to transness, but because of my transness i adopted this tactic of self-annihilation with far more urgency and dedication, in order to make sure adults would allow my basic needs to be met, and that my peers would be less cruel in their treatment of me.
the thing i love most about scavengers reign is the sheer number of creatures. however many creatures you think there will be, it’s more than that. there is no way to prepare mentally for the amount of creatures you will see
hey have you mythologized the idea of being helped or cared for so much that if someone shows up for you imperfectly it feels worse than them not showing up at all and so instead of giving feedback you ignore their efforts and subtly punish them for trying in order to protect your fantasy of the perfect kind of help that would fix you forever. just checking
i just ordered unflavored fluoride toothpaste (which is really hard to find for some reason) in the hopes that this will help me brush my teeth in the morning… i always brush my teeth at night but in the morning i don’t like the way it makes my mouth all minty and my food taste weird! forced to choose between eating breakfast and brushing my teeth i will always pick breakfast so maybe this will be a good solution
just heard a country song so bad i was worried it might be AI. turns out it's just tim mcgraw
