when you told anon that you were fighting back from jaehyun for a long time,, me too! my first bias was yuta but this was before i was familiar with all the members, i knew their names but not their personalities and such. then jaehyun just blinked one day and i was like "lord behold this glorious man who has swooned me. may he take me over" but i kept denying him being my bias. and then i finally gave up denying and claimed him in september '19. it's took me MONTHS to find out i love him
i remember the forsaken day he claimed me. it was the day firetruck came out and it was late at night and i was watching it for the first time and he went “mm” and i went WHO IS THAT so loudly and kept looping it :(((( but then i was like “this boy is going to ruin my life i can’t stan him” so i tried to pretend he didn’t exist