#clem makes things

[fidgetflux]

this image came to me in a dream (my beautiful wife Sadie asked me to make it lmao)

[trans-ylvania]

asking for it by hole + bite the hand by boygenius

[noisegf]

TW: sexual abuse, pedophilia mentions

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Hey, so I recorded a new Glass Spitter EP that's going to be released next week, January 21st called "SEVERED HEAD OF THE PERVERT; a recollection of what hath been wrought upon you"

This is the first time I'm using my own vocals + lyrics in something that I've created all on my own. The first two songs are about being sexually abused and emotionally manipulated by my first boyfriend, and the third song is about my experiences navigating the internet and dating online and how I was groomed and manipulated by grown men twice my age.

If anything about sexual assault or pedophilia triggers you or makes you uncomfortable, please don't listen to this album.

If you preorder it, you'll get a shitty harsh noise track rendition of what goes through my mind when I think about these men and the horrors they put me through. If you don't preorder it you can still listen to it anyway but it'd be cool if you did pay for it lmao

[noisegf]

i couldn’t find any of those love heart edits that everyone’s been posting around with possums so i uhhhh made my own feel free to send them to ur s/o and ur friends to show them u lov them

[noisegf]

Ya girl finally got something made for her new project GLASS SPITTER. Gonna be featured on a compilation for the Noisecave Facebook group but I was really proud of this and wanted to share it

An EP of stuff like this will be coming out sometime soon, but the first full length album that I’ll be recording with vocals and such will be out tentatively April 1st, 2019

[noisegf]

Hey I made a whole album go listen to it

[noisegf]

I’m gonna post something I wrote abt today that I was gonna use in a Glass Spitter track but never got around to recording. I wanted to at least do something constructive today to maybe take some of the pressure off of my brain or idk whatever here:

tw: rape mention

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I still remember it

February 16th seems to be etched into my brain

Like a tattoo

Or the marks he left on me

Or the feeling of helplessness

It's like walking through a dream

Nothing seems fully real

Nor like it's there

Everything see-through, translucent

Colors vaguely muted, washed out

A misty fog covering everything

Just lightly enough to engulf the world

My eyes seem to focus only on that number

And no matter how much I claw and dig into them

Rendering them bloody pulps

I still can't get rid of it

Like a ringing in my ears

Just high and loud enough to sting

But not enough to damage

What's it like?

To have that day just be another year for you?

What's it like to be able to blow out those candles

And wish for something trivial

And then think nothing of it tomorrow?

To receive gifts

Tearing off the wrapping paper

Tossing them to the side

And forgetting them within a few weeks?

What's it like to have everyone gather around you

And sing off-key praises of you?

And not feel like you're absolutely drowning

As they bellow it out

What's it like to celebrate?

What's it like to view this as just another year gone by?

What's it like not thinking of this as a day

Someone was borne upon this mortal coil

Solely to destroy you 10-fold?

What's it like?

What's it like?

What's it fucking like?

[noisegf]

What’s every1 think about this shirt design I whipped up? (ignore the misaligned lip I’ll fix it when I’m not lazy)