#cleon talks

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alarms but they get increasingly more concerning as they go on

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made a (half) "joke" about starving myself to death (i put it in quotation marks because i've considered it before and even after making the joke i had to sit there and contemplate if i was joking or if i wanted to do it bc of my self loathing over relapsing) and like 4 people in the 4chance comment section tried to talk me out of it

i feel weird. people are so loving.

they didn't even know me

and when i explained i was just mad at myself (for relapsing), one of them said they understood

i shouldn't think this is abnormal, i know that much.

dont worry though. im gonna eat. i probably only let that "joke" slip out because i've been up all night and haven't eaten since like 9pm yesterday.

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man.

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i posted this on main but then i used my brain...

anyways i hate perchance users they're like how people describe 4chan users except all i've seen in the past 3 hours are horny people and christians forcing their religion onto people in a place people go to jork it and be assholes to each other. literally how do i keep falling back into this hole when im just now finding out exactly who im lumped in with.

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don't check perchance comments during relapse

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realizing my reblog stick is ineffective when it says "reblog if you want others to see me" because people on tumblr only think your art is cool. i interpret this as being one of three things

1 - the person liking genuinely does not give a fuck lmao

2 - "nobody else needs to see you because you have me and i am always watching you"

3 - "i forgor"

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i'm gonna regret this

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my cookie run x danganronpa au accidentally gave me a crackship with 2-4 people

fuck

the characters are lemon curd, mala longxia, dew, and iris (mainly the first 2) but anyways they hang out a lot