#cloudthots

[thundercloudix]

I want you to be mine.

Be your own person,

Whose hand i can grasp,

And phone number i can dial.

I hear your memories recounted,

And receive your embraces.

I want all of you,

And to call you mine,

To tell the world I have more of you then they will ever get.

No matter what was and what lies ahead.

-thundercloudix

[thundercloudix]

I looked into his eyes and I saw darkness. A promise of a new universe or hell. A world of opportunity. Of sin. And in the moment I didn’t care which I fell into.

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[thundercloudix]

We’re still friends, but I lost you awhile ago. You ran away and I didn’t care to find you.

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[thundercloudix]

And for the first time in a long time, I thought to myself today:

I don’t want to die

[thundercloudix]

Why

Why shall I beg for a boy

And daydream of a kiss.

A trance, to swoon over the grin

Without knowing the risk.

Your heart will be broken,

Your eyes will run wet,

Because of the boy you can’t seem to forget.

[thundercloudix]

I haven’t fallen asleep yet because everytime i close my eyes your face burns in my brain.

And it hurts that the last time i saw you, you were happy without me.

-thundercloudix

[thundercloudix]

What You Do

You live. Do some shit you always wanted to, do some shit you never thought you would ever be doing. And then you die.

Don’t let other people choose the shit you do.

-thundercloudix

[thundercloudix]

Giving

I gave more than I took.

More of my heart, time, and worry.

And he left with it jingling in his pockets unoccupied that some might fall out.

Why would he care? He found someone else to give to, someone who gave him less than I did, yet he took it carefully and treasured it, locked it in a little box with beautiful gold engravings.

Yet in his coat the remains of my love lie, quite and perpetual.

And if he came back to visit wearing his coat, I would still fill his pockets.

-thundercloudix