#cloudy poem

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Based around the dress ‘Green Snow’.

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No entry today, nothing notable. Have this. <3

Entry -1 A poem I made before I started healing (2023)

My past has its claws on me.

Because it does not want to be alone either.

I run from it.

And it chases after me.

It's fast.

The claw marks on me don't disappear.

The scars run on my wrists and my neck.

It grabs and chokes me,

Trying not to let me go.

It does not understand that it's for the best.

I'm tired from running.

I'm out of breath.

And my lungs hurt.

Should I turn around and confront it?

Should we sit down and have a cup of tea?

I think it just wants to yell at me.

I want to yell at it.

But that's not how we solve an argument.

Do you think we can solve this?

Will you talk with me?

Hand-in-hand,

When we walk this path together.

I'll sit down with you.

I won't raise my voice.

We'll go through this together.

And become friends again.

And then we'll finally drift apart.

And I'll be rid of you.

- Cody/Clouds