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My "Cloudy Journey" of healing

[cloudsnothingelse]

Day Something + 0 of trying to get better.

Hi, you can call me Cody (or Clouds if you want to go by my username). I recently went through the breakup of my first love, and when it became 2024, I decided I was going to let the past be the past and I'm going to heal from my heartbreak and previous trauma. I'm going to start documenting how I'm doing and things I'm experiencing as I am in my healing journey. Maybe this could help someone else in their healing journey, because I don't want anyone else to feel stuck. I felt stuck, too. I didn't know how I was gonna get through it, but I'm going to try.

As a side note, I am in therapy and taking medications, so don't worry! This isn't my only outlet and I am properly managing things. These posts will just be a sort-of journal for me, showing people that it is possible Forgive me if I'm not very good at writing, in advance 😅

Have a picture of some clouds to keep it in theme with my username!

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

characters whose sexuality is "i'm under way too much stress to figure that shit out rn"

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

character whose gender is "im probably nonbinary but im on a quest so idrc about that rn"

[thepersonalquotes]

[cloudsnothingelse]

This is genuinely how I flirt

[obscuretobyfox]

"undertale genocide route" this "deltarune weird route" that. what the heck. where's deltarune happy route. i wanna see everyone smiling and saying "yippee"

YAHOO!!!!

[cloudsnothingelse]

I just want a fanfic, eventually, of someone who rewrites if Jax had spoken up/Pomni "pried" that one time, and, like, maybe, s/he was saved

[cloudsnothingelse]

I know we experience it at different times, but I'm glad we all have "tomorrow"

[pukicho]

If you die are you gonna be buried or cremated

I intend to hang out

[noknowshame]

resurrected dead wife watching her own montage: wow I looked so hot in that

[cloudsnothingelse]

This is what I imagine the afterlife could offer

[cloudsnothingelse]

Sorry I never texted back, I've just been

[cloudsnothingelse]

The fetal position on the bathroom floor is the closest I'll ever get to safety and comfort

[novaashpixel]

i think i have to stop consuming content about nyc because everyday i hear shit like “mamdani just saved 200,000 puppies and kittens from being killed by flipping a light switch” and it’s beginning to make me writhe with jealousy and FOMO

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

feels like a real step back that with all the sexual freedom available to us we moved to Hookup Culture instead of Having Sex With Friends Culture

[ellieisnotjelly]

Kiss the homies. Hold the homies. Make love to the homies. Then play smash.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

*nods sagely* smash bros and then Smash Bros

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

#hell yeah #I’ll show you a good time and then kick your ass with Luigi #come at/on me bro

[scramratz]

I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon

[cloudsnothingelse]

What I feel like isn't said about losing any parents is how heavy "I want my mom/dad" feels. Because I don't just want them back, I want that life back. My life literally ended alongside theirs, and my childhood ended then, too, because it happened so young. I want my mama. I miss you.

[redstonedust]

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[cloudsnothingelse]

I can't tell if I'm biromantic and just asexual, or if I'm a lesbian. Bc I think I like guys, but it's always so quick to fade once I get to really know them (but I've been with shitty guys). Woman are amazing though. But I can't tell if it's any sort of trauma that takes me away from sex completely bc I'm really scared of it, but I like the thought of it. I completely hate having to look at a guy naked, but women are better to look at and I am way more willing to go farther with them (but I believe that's me being more familiar with them, since I'm afab ((theory))). Ts is why I go unlabeled 😔 feelings and boxes are confusing

[cloudsnothingelse]

I'm sad