outofdreams; I'm having a really hard time embracing my Tidus muse again. I don't know what it is. I have people I love here and so much I want to do here, but lately I just keep getting a bad feeling when I'm here so maybe it's time to take an extended break yet again.
If you haven't figured it out already, this isn't my first rodeo with the muse. This fandom knows me better as zanarkandabeace or as tidusina. I hadn't broadcasted it everywhere because I wanted a fresh start and for a while that was going super swell. Nothing has happened or anything, honestly, I just am getting swept up into more than I originally thought I would when remaking this muse.
I've taken up another muse that I honestly didn't think I would be that into--I was doing it for a friend--but now I'm totally into the character and it's such a nice breath of fresh air from the things that have pegged me down here. You're more than welcome to follow me there--just shoot me an ask or an IM on Skype and I'll give you the muse!
So what I'm pretty much announcing here is a hiatus. I dunno for how long, but just for a little bit at least. I'm having surgery soon so I won't have too much time here for a little while anyway.
I'm not going away forever or anything. I've tried many a times now to stay away from this muse and it just doesn't work. I'm too connected to him he's my baby ok.
So this is more of a see you in a little while. I'm sure I'll check in from time to time because like I said I can't stay away. c':
