Jun 4
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I have never been in a relationship or been in love I feel almost no one loves as deeply and obsessively as i do, i have never seen the point in dating just to date „i like you, i think you’re cute“ will never will never be enough for me to consider someone. I crave mutual obsession to need them as much as i need to breath.
But at the same time i struggle with the belief that i am undeserving of such love my mind tells me „you can think about romance once you look better, once you graduate, once you are independent and confident“ there is always a condition so much so that i feel like i have subconsciously ruled out being loved. It’s probably my upbringing
„only those who can give will receive“