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as promised, I have a another yandere! Adler requests(of a few), this one was based on an idea I had in my mind. Self Aware!Adler x Reader/Bell
Basically Adler become aware that heâs a character in a video game and starts to become obsessed with Bell/The Player. Starting out small, he eventually manages to find a way to get Bell/Player into the game to be with him forever
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Hi!!! Thanks so much for this one, I had a lot of fun with it! Hope you enjoy :)
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Yandere!Self Aware!Russell Adler x F!Reader
Warnings for: imprisonment, threats of brainwashing
For as long as he can remember, Russell has been aware that he's just a character in a video game. Such a concept fascinates him, of course, but not as much as who is playing it. After hearing some of the things other players say to her over voice chat, he decides it's his job to keep her safe.
Another win, another first place. Another moment where Adler gets to flip off the other, not as good players, as he waits for her soft cheers at yet another top of the leaderboard win.
He closed his eyes as the end screen faded, and he found himself back in the void, walking. He settled into it, ignoring his surroundings as he walked forward, at arms, surrounded by approximate facsimiles of people he used to know. Right now, there are two different versions of Woods walking alongside him.
He doesnât care about them more than who they belong to. The two dick twiddling losers who had been on the other team, who were now taking out their inadequacy on her. Because of them, he wasnât hearing her celebrating. Instead, he was hearing her voice shake, sniffling as she disabled voice chat.
âLosers. Iâm just trying to have fun.âÂ
He can only imagine her expression. Her lips bent in a pout, her brows pinching as the joy fades, her favourite game once again ruined by some shitheads who canât take a loss right. Heâs never seen her, on the other side of the screen, but after the many, many hours sheâs spent with him⊠he knows her so well.
The others walking around him disappeared, leaving him nervously clutching his Kingâs Ransom Krig 6 tightly. Had they been so off putting that she was going to quit the game altogether, leaving him alone in the dark?
His heart pounded as he heard her clear her throat. âI could play the campaign for a bit⊠Keep working on the Veteran achievement.â
Relief floods through him at her words. Then, it disappears as his consciousness gets pushed back into the code, essentially non-existence, for a moment, until he rematerializes in the Berlin safe house, his heart swelling again when he sees Bell wandering back and forth in front of the mission board.
What mission could she be planning to tackle next? What scenario would they be running over and over, watching Bell die again and again, hearing her get more and more frustrated until she inevitably quits, leaving him alone?
Unless⊠Could he implement some of the things heâd learned in multiplayer, here?
Adler had spent a lot of time testing his limitations, figuring out how to bend the world around him to his will. What else was he meant to do, after heâd figured out that his entire life was a game?
Well, that, and his fascination with the who.
Who was playing the game on the outside, existing beyond where he could see? Who had picked him out as her favourite? How could he use his unique understanding of the game to help her?
Heâd been cautious, at first. Perhaps, overly. Heâd slowly started responding more directly to what was happening in the matches, made custom lines for each type of loadout she had, or disarming an opponentsâ tactical. Heâd even gone so far as to create unique poses for when she won, which were now the only ones she used, never noticing that no one else seemed to. Rather than that, she liked everything he added, particularly when he yelled, âahh, hot, hot!â when he got caught by (but survived) a Molotov.
Heâd done lots of little things to help her win. He so badly wanted to do more, but in the multiplayer matches, it would have gotten her banned for cheating. Here, thoughâŠ
He reached out and turned the radio off, before walking over to where she was controlling the avatar of Bell.
âBell. I need your help, letâs go.â
Bell stopped and turned to face him, staring blankly while she spoke. âI donât remember⊠Did the last update add a new mission or something?â
Adler waited, then Bell nodded, and followed him as he led them across the safehouse, then outside. The door slammed behind them as Adler walked towards his car, Bell lingering behind him.
âWhoa⊠this is all newâŠâ She mumbled, Bellâs head spinning left and right as she took it all in. When Adler reached his car, and looked back, she had stopped to stare up at the stars in sky box.
âHop in, Bell.â He called out, breaking her from the trance as he lingered by the driverâs side door, waiting for her to get in first. âGo ahead.â
You leaned closer to your screen, squinting at the prompt box that appeared before you. After a couple of shitty matches, youâd gone back to replay some of the Cold War campaign, when, unexpectedly to you, a new exchange between Adler and Bell had played out. Youâd played the campaign back to front, and youâd never seen it before, so youâd assumed that it was some kind of secret easter egg, or Activision had flipped the script and actually added new content to the game.
You had, of course, gone along with it, excited until you walked up to the door of the car. A bright orange âpress to enterâ prompt had popped up, but when you clicked it, nothing happened.
You tried it again, backing away from the car and reapproaching it, skating your mouse all over the screen, clicking randomly in case the hitbox had bugged out and somehow ended up Adlerâs ass.
âUgh⊠must be glitched.â You muttered, reaching out to tap the screen like that would fix it.Â
As soon as your finger made contact with the glass, you felt yourself falling.Â
Thankfully, you didnât fall far. Your landing was cushioned by a car seat, as the scent of pine air freshener filled your nose. The engine rumbled to life before you could raise your head, and a hand reached out to steady you as you instinctively reached up for a seat belt.
âEasy there.â A voice spoke, and you froze.Â
When you slowly looked up, you were looking into the face of Russell Adler.Â
âWhatâŠâÂ
âHey.â He smiled, looking away from you as he pulled the car out of the gated courtyard onto a narrow road. âHowâre you?â
âNoâŠâ You shook your head. âNo, this isnât possible.â
âYeah, I didnât think it would work.â He smiled at you again, flicking the headlights to high beams. The lights lit up the fences running alongside the road, only just wide enough for the car to pass. âLuckily, it did.â
âNoâŠâ You lurched around in your seat, watching the buildings behind you vanish into the dark. Your fingers hurt from how tightly you were clutching at the dash, as you hurriedly pinched your skin, trying to wake yourself up. âNo, no, this isnât happening!â
âBut, it is.â He reached over, gently pushing you to sit properly in your seat. âSit still. Iâm taking us some place safe, Iâll explain everything there.â
You flinch away from his touch, huddling back against the door as you tried to process what the fuck had just happened.
You had been at your desk, playing Call of Duty.
Youâd been in an online match, and run into a couple of real pieces of work who kept yelling out for âthe bitch to get back in the kitchenâ, so youâd quit and gone back to playing the campaign, once again on the fruitless hunt for the veteran achievement.
Youâd been standing in front of the chalk board, reviewing the missions you needed to do, when Adler had walked up, and told you to follow him. Youâd thought it was a new scene or something, so you had, out of the safe house to a car, the button had glitched, youâd tapped your screen, and now you were in that car.Â
A sharp click broke you out of your thoughts. You looked around, trying to ignore Adlerâs smile as he continued watching you out of the corner of his eye. Your heart leapt into your throat when you saw that heâd locked the doors.Â
This had to be a bad dream. It had to be. You pinched your skin again, looking around desperately for other ways to try and wake yourself up. This car was old, surely you could physically unlock the door by pulling the lock bit up and jump out, right? You die in a dream, you wake up, thatâs how it works.
âYouâre not dreaming.â He says softly.
Your head whips around to face him.Â
âThatâs what youâre thinking, isnât it?â The car slows, and he turns off the road into a car park. The dim sign on the building in front of you tells you that itâs a hotel. âThat this is all a bad dream?â
âHow⊠how do youâŠâ Your words trail off as he parks the car and gets out, walking around the hood to open your door when you donât get out yourself.Â
You scramble away from him again, blindly reaching behind you as you try and climb backwards over the middle console.Â
âWhatâŠâ he sighed, removing his glasses from his face as he stared at you. âWhatâs gotten you so scared?âÂ
You hesitate. The existential fear of the fact you are now somehow inside your computer aside, you have good reason to be scared of the man in front of you.Â
âI⊠I know what you did to bell.â You swallowed, watching him carefully.
âAnd?â He continued to stare, like youâd not given a perfectly sane explanation.Â
âHow do I know you wonât do that to me?â
âOh, for godâs sakeâgive me a little credit!â He ran his hand through his hair, leaning down over the open door. âI brought you here to protect you, Iâm not going to hurt you! Besides, I couldnât even if I wanted to. I donât have any supplies for it, and weâre actually stuck in this moment.â
Your heart leaps again. âWhat do you mean, stuck?â
âThis world⊠all of it revolves around your input.â He straightens up and smiles again. âAs long as you donât pick a mission in the safehouse, we can stay here as long as we like. Safe, uninterrupted. We can sit here forever, and just be⊠be at peace.â
âHow⊠NoâŠâ You started shaking again, then screamed when he grabbed your leg and dragged you out of the car.Â
âIf youâre going to insist that we talk it all through, letâs at least get comfy.â He tries to set you on your feet so you walk in with him, but your legs were shaking so much you couldnât stand. He half carried, half dragged you into the hotel, taking the key the blank faced man behind the counter offered, and steering you in the direction of room twelve.
At first, the room looked like any generic hotel room. It had a bed, a desk, a door that must lead to the bathroom, a wardrobe with missing doors, a window overlooking the carpark, and plain grey wallpaper. Nothing to write home about, but serviceable. Or, it would be, if your world hadnât just been completely turned upside down.
Adler let you collapse onto the bed, sighing as he crossed the room to close the blinds.
You rolled onto your back, trying to take in some deep breaths. You wanted to close your eyes, but then you wouldnât be able to see what Adler was doing, so you kept them open, digging your fingers into the sheets instead.
Suddenly, the sheets were fluffy under your hands. You dropped them, struggling to sit up to see that where there had been plain cotton-polyester sheets beneath you, was now a fluffy comforter. You blinked, and looked around at the rest of the room. The walls were now creamy white. Soft lamps were glowing on the bedside tables. A radio was playing music on the coffee table, which Adler was humming along to as he slowly removed his jacket and lay it over the back of the sofa.
âThatâs more like it, huh?â He looks back at you as you look around again. The room felt like it had doubled in size.
âDid⊠you?â
He nodded as he slowly walked towards you. âJust a little touch up. Itâs not hard.â
âOh.â You blinked, slowly sinking back into the comforter, trying to guess what the limit of what he could do would be.
âYou knowâŠâ He sat at your side, leaning over you. âYou look even more beautiful than I imagined.â
âWhatâŠâ You swallow again, giving up on your attempts at taking deep breaths as Adler is clearly not going to let you have two minutes without some bullshit.Â
âWellâŠâ He reached down and brushed your hair back from your forehead, his own glowing blond in the lamplight. âIâd figured youâd based Bell on yourself, so I had a rough idea⊠but look at you. Youâre beyond anything I dreamed.âÂ
You slowly sit up, shuffling back against the pillows to force some space between you. âHow are youâŠ. alive?âÂ
âIâm not sure.â He sighed, but let you go. âI donât remember a point when I wasnât aware that this is all just a game, and that it revolves around you.âÂ
So⊠Heâd been aware the entire time youâd been playing?
âAt first, I just liked hearing your voice⊠how you reacted to the things that happen in the story. Then, I heard the things you said about me⊠what you liked about me.â His eye twinkled with a strange nostalgia. It made it sound like youâd said sweet compliments about him; not about how much you wanted to fuck him. âIt made me like you, too.â
He waited for you to respond before he went on. âIt was a bit odd, the first time you started playing in matches. Seeing blank copies of the people Iâm supposed to be close too⊠it was a little existential. But I loved helping you win more. I did quite a bit, you know. Shrunk your hit box, helped you aim, made your guns do just a bit more damage. I learned how all of this worked, just to help you. So, I could hear you celebrate, cheer me on in the end screens.â
âThen I started to hear what other people said to you. How upset it makes you. How sometimes theyâd make you so sad that youâd stop playing, that youâd stop spending time with me. Itâs why I worked out a way to bring you here, so we can spend all our time together without anyone attacking you.âÂ
âYouâreâŠâ you pause, trying to find the right word, â⊠protecting me?â
He nodded, relieved that youâd finally understood.
âHow is this protecting me?â You cried out, curling up into a ball. âI want to go home!â
âYou canât. I⊠I canât let you go.â He whispered, crawling up close to you. âI canât. Youâll stop playing the game, leave me alone forever.â
âI wouldnât! Iâd still play, but⊠IâŠâ You stumble over your words. âI have to go to work.â
âNo, you donât. You hate that job, and it stresses you out so much. Here, you donât have to work.â
âWell, I have to feed my neighbourâs cat. I canât let him starve.â
âYou neighbour gets back tomorrow. The cat will be fine.â
âButâŠâ You think again, heart sinking when you realise how short your list of reasons is. âMy familyâŠâÂ
âWhat are they going to do? Who is going to figure out that youâre in here?â Adler suddenly raises his voice, obviously frustrated that youâre not coming to terms with it.Â
But, how could you? Youâd had your world shattered in less than thirty minutes, and were now staring up into the face of a man you know is capable of extreme cruelty. How could he expect you to just get over that?
Your shiver away from him, and a flicker of regret crosses his face.Â
âOkay⊠Iâm sorry for shouting. But, canât you just give me a chance?â He takes your hands in his. Theyâre⊠warm, as they encircle yours, surprisingly soft for his line of work. The hands that tortured Bell, you try to remember. âLet me prove that Iâm here for you. That this works, and we can stay here forever?â
You blink back tears. Itâs unlikely anyone would come looking for you, despite what you said about family, and if they did, he was right. How on earth would someone work out that you were trapped inside a video game, let alone figure out a way to get you out?Â
You swallowed roughly as your throat tightened.
What would happen if your power or wi-fi shut off? Would you both die? Would you return to the real world, with a fucked credit score and possible stay in a mental hospital if you were honest about where youâd been?
âHey⊠hey, breathe.â He rose up, leaning over you as you started to hyperventilate. âLook at me, deep breathsâŠâÂ
You tried, as even though you donât trust him, you canât stay like this. Despite being transported into a digital world, everything you were feeling, the panic, the crushing weight on your chest, was all vividly real.
Eventually, you managed to regain enough control of your body to take in a huge gulp of air, the rest flooding back to you as you found yourself being slowly wrapped in his arms.
It was almost enough to make you panic again. When your body tensed, he tightened his arms.Â
âNo, no. Stay here, I got you.âÂ
You manage to fight off the urge to panic, as you doubt that youâre escaping his hold any time soon. Instead, you try to get comfortable, tilting your head and resting it against his shoulder. âDo⊠do we have to stay here?âÂ
âWhy do you ask?â He brushed his lips softly over your forehead as you turn your head down away from him.Â
âSurely we could be safe back at the safe houseâŠâ you started, before stopping as he squeezed you again.
âNo. Weâre fine here. You donât need any of them, just me.â
âOhâŠâ You gasp, panic surging as his arms press too tight. âOkay.â
Your affirmation made him ease his grip on you, but he kept you on his lap, tucked against his chest as he leant back on the pillows.
âWhy donât you tell me about yourself?â He gently rubs his thumb over your arm, catching and slipping under your t-shirt sleeve, the soft pad of this thumb rolling over your skin.
âWhat? Why?â Why does he have to feel so goddamn⊠real? So solid and warm, like heâs a real human being, and not code running on its own script.
âBecause, you know a fair bit about me. I feel like I should know some things about you.â
âWhatâs the point?â
âThe point of⊠us getting to know each other?â He frowned. âWhat makes you say that?âÂ
âIf weâre never going to leave here, why do you need to know what I like and donât like?â If youâre going to live in this single hotel room forever, why should it matter? Unless⊠You glance around at the room, so changed from when you first entered it. How far could that go?
âI suppose I donât need to⊠but Iâd like to.â He shuffles your body around so youâre facing him, looking up into his soft blue eyes. âI mean⊠I donât even know your real name.â
âWhy donât youâŠâ the question dies in your throat. He would know your gamertag, not your name. You donât think youâve ever said it aloud while playing.
âI mean⊠I probably could have found it.â He moved the hand around your front up to grasp your chin, angling your face even closer to his. âBut I wanted you to tell me yourself.âÂ
âI⊠donât think I should.â
âWhy not?â
âIâŠâ You drop your head when he releases your chin. Itâs the one thing you have left. You shouldnât give it up freely. âI donât know.â
âThatâs not a reason.â He gives you a moment to come up with a better one, then pushes you out of his arms, back onto the bed so he can lean over you. âDonât you get it?â
âGet what?â You find yourself grabbing hold of his wrists, a small gasp escaping your mouth as he leans down closer, crushing your arms at an awkward angle between your bodies. The weight of his body pressing down on top of yours is another startling reminder that this is really happening. Â
âThat weâre not going anywhere, forever.â He smiled again. âYou know what Iâm capable of.â
You swallow. After his outburst in the car, insisting he wouldnât, couldnât do anything to you⊠Now he was threatening you with it.
âIâll get your name, one way or another.â The smile dropped off his face, as he huffed out a breath. âBut⊠can we just do it the easy way? I donât want to hurt you.â
You shook your head again. He sighed, closing his eyes for a moment.
âLook⊠This isnât complicated. Youâre here because I was your favourite, which made you my favourite, and I found a way to bring us together. You donât ever have to leave me again. I donât want⊠please, tell me your name.â
You blinked slowly, trying to not notice how easily you could identify the tobacco and leather scents in his cologne, like you were a character in a romcom.
What actually could you do? Even if there is a way out, itâs not like heâs going to let you take it. He knows far more about this world than you, and you donât doubt his control over it. Could that control be extended over you, in this new digital form youâd taken?
His threats made it sound like he could.
The thought makes tears well in your eyes. You hurriedly blink them away before he sees them, turning the choice over in your mind. Maybe there would be a way out of this. But youâd never find it if he keeps you in this one room forever.
âWell?â He murmurs, patience wearing thin as your eyes flick upwards and meet his expectant gaze.
You swallow back your fear, and tell him your name.
W: Beach Sex, Vouyerism, Public Sex, Old man is old, Breeding
Retirement treated him nicely. Sunny skies, fresh air, and the ocean view he longed for. He had a nice house overlooking the vast sea and a section of private beach where he can sun bathe in peace while smoking a cigarette and drinking scotch.
He was living it up, and then he met someone new. You were on a short vacation, enjoying the natural beauty of the Bahamas, but also doing some of the most touristy things.
You had walked by his house frequently enough that you had started chatting and were even invited to drink with him. You both got cozy with each other and shared a short kiss outside of his home while you left for your hotel.
He didn't expect that, at his age, he would be playing games like a college student. He thought those days were behind him. But he was needy and feverish. He wanted to taste your skin, wanted to be consumed by your smell. He craved intimacy he had been missing for years.
So when you invite him to the beach, only the two of you and no one else, he takes the offer. He's no longer in his prime, his body is soft with a nice layer of fat but he's fit, he feels good about himself. He shows off his strength to you, showing off of easily he can pick you up.
The fun he's having spending time with you is overshadowed by your forwardness. You relax on the beach chair beside his, you lean over to touch his arm. You stare at his bare chest with nothing but lust in your eyes and he stared back at you with the same want in his.
Somehow, you ended up sitting on his lap as he bucked into you. His cock moving in and out of your pussy as he grabbed you by the hips and held you down.
You tried to muffle your moans with your hand, hoping that no one would come to the little corner of the beach where you where getting fucked. Adler on the other hand didnt seem to care, he moaned loudly, his grunts and whimpers clear to you even as you felt blood rushing to your ears.
"Thats it, baby. There you go." You choke back a scream as he pulls you closer to his body, his arms now wrapped around you as your flushed against his chest.
You felt how the hair on his chest rubbed against your face, how his body tensed under you as you clenched around him and begged him in quiet whispers to fuck you harder.
"Please.... Russell, please. I need it." You begged and hoped that hed comply. Adler all but fucked your brains out as he picked you up and layed you on the beach chair.
He grabbed onto your legs, forcing them over his shoulder, and picked up pace.
His balls slapped against your rear, his cum mixed with your own and dripped out of you, you were stretched and it felt like he stretched you even more as he continued to move.
"Russell, please-" You chocked on your own words as he slammed his mouth against yours. His mouth was hungry, kissing you and biting your lips like he needed to consume you.
You moaned into his mouth, only egging him on even more. By the time he managed to cum, you were fully bred and leaking cum. He wouldnt pull out though, instead, he moved you again, this time on your side as he held you. He rested his chest agaisnt your back and kissed your neck and shoulder as he praised you, he even thanked you for letting him share this with you.
It took you by surprise how tender he was, the odd kindness you werent expecting from a man who looked so domanering. You leaned against him, his cock slowly growing soft inside of you, and sighed.
"That was fun." You commented, smiling to yourself as you felt Adler move.
"It was" Adler responded sleepely. He sounded like he was ready to drift to sleep, like this had taken all the energy out of him.
"We should do it again." You suggested.
"I'd love to, but im not as young as i used to be. So give me a few minutes."
"More like a few hours." You murmured.
"Hey!" He jokingly slapped your leg, before moving his hand to rest on top of your stomach. He caressed it and kissed your neck one more time before falling asleep.
You rested, but not before grabbing one of the discarded beach towels from the sandy floor and placing it on top of you both, covering both of your lower halfs. The beach was quite, barely any people as the sun began to set, but it still didnt stop you from not wanting to exposed out in the open.
You liked sleeping with Adler, he was a gentleman when he wanted to be, but you knew it would come to an end. You had to go home, and he was far older than what you would usually date, it wouldnt work. Thats what you told yourself despite you rumber being in his phone book.
What you didnt know was that Adler was already planning on how to ask you to stay a while longer. He liked you, you were prettier than all the other women he's met post retirement, and you knew how to handle him. He had a shiny bracelet back at home with your name on it, he just needed to get you to agree to stay an extra week.