#cod cw bell

[altcvnningham]

"it was never personal" you were the first person bell saw as you brought them back from the brink of death on that airstrip, you saved them and made yourself the axis upon which their entire worldview rests, you place yourself in the centre of a life they never lived and you took whatever they had left and replaced it with yourself. "it was never personal" you clambered below ground among the waste and filth to cross the fucking berlin wall with them, slinking through abandoned tunnels and through dilapidated houses scrawled with graffiti left by war torn lovers, and muttered praise in their ear knowing it's the only true affection you'll ever give. "it was never personal" you took them with you to berlin, across sentry-lit rooftops. you took them with you to lubyanka, and hid in the dark with them. you took them to that clifftop, vast and serene, and chose that as the one place fit enough to put down your sick dog, maybe because you don't want anyone else to take them anywhere if it's not you holding the leash. "it was never personal" you named them. you named them. you named them.

[milolov3nutella]

Incorrect quotes for cod cold war ocs

Andros (Bell): Hui, I need some advice.

Hui: You need advice from ME?

Andros (Bell): Yeah, frightening, isn't it?

Hui: You know you've made it when you see your picture everywhere you go.

Andros (Bell): Those are wanted posters!

Hui: I made tea.

Andros (Bell): I don't want tea.

Hui: I didn't make you tea. This is my tea.

Andros (Bell): Then why did you tell me?

Hui: It's a conversation starter.

Andros (Bell): It's a horrible conversation starter.

Hui: Oh, is it? We're conversing. Checkmate.

[altcvnningham]

but big spoon, you have so much to do and i have nothing ahead of me

[altcvnningham]

adlerbell core………………….

bonus points nasty if bell doesn’t/no longer smokes and adler’s just being mean

[altcvnningham]

up late bc i keep thinking ab adlerbell and how bell is this vehicle of and for adler’s pain…….. like literally in the sense that all of bell’s memories and trauma of vietnam is imprinted onto them by adler, but also based on adler’s own memories of vietnam, how bell’s trauma and pain isn’t only theirs but adler’s too- that the two are not bound by the false camaraderie bell believes they share but instead bound by suffering, borne of adler’s. bell’s pain IS HIS pain.

and like,, does he know what bell dreams about when they wake screaming in the middle of the night?? does he share those same dreams too?? does he ever listen to bell talk about vietnam and feel, in a way nobody else possibly can, understood?? or does he feel angry, that they carry his trauma and his pain as though it were their own?? or envious, that the pain they feel isn’t even real, and that they were, for a time, spared of the horrors he endured?? or does he feel some sick satisfaction in knowing that the pain they feel is his?? that his enemy feels what he feels?? that they are bound and locked together, nearly sanctified in joint suffering??

does he care?? does he care????? i need to sit down,,,,,

[altcvnningham]

cw adler who doesn’t care about his birthday and is so wrapped up in the op that nobody in the safehouse even knows it’s his birthday vs bell who surprises him late at night w the plainest cupcake u’ve ever seen and a single candle . bc that’s their best friend