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[outofthecoset]

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[cleonina]

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[porcelainsmiley]

I have to say it to someone or I'll explode!

Yesterday I was on my first date in my whole life!

Well, I am calling it a "date" although she may not even consider it as one... (even if SHE DID called it a date while posting our pic on fb... But it was written there as a joke...) I'm still so pumped, even if it WAS yesterday, I'm extremely happy! I got to spend 6 more hours with her before leaving this town... Luckily I don't live that far and she promised to visit me soon :D!

We did some window shopping, had some fun in Saturn (huge shop with tons of games!) went to have a nice coffee in coffeheaven and then I tried some dresses (because  I'm going to my cousin's wedding soon so I need a new dress) and she actually picked one for me~!

I really had a lot of fun ^^ Many people wouldn't even call it a proper date but. . . I don't need anything more, just spending time together and having fun is enough for me...

I thought I wouldn't ever regret not doing something, because if I want to do something I DO it... But now I do... I regret not kissing her when I had a chance... It's just that THAT terrible feeling is in my chest now and it keeps on saying: you should have kissed her. Who knows when you'll see her again! Maybe it will never happen? Or she'll find someone BEFORE you tell her how you feel... I don't want it. I don't want to feel like that. I want to tell her but I'm scared. I want to tell her but I'm scared that she'll laugh at me... Or that she'll be disgusted with me and won't want to see me EVER AGAIN.

I don't know what to do. Having my first crush at the age of (well, in December) 20 is quite awkward... Having my first crush at the age of 20 and on a person of the same sex is even more awkward! I just don't know how to say what I WANT to say...

God fucking dammit...

I'm starting to say in my mind that not only I have a crush on her but... It started changing into something more, I can't stop my feelings...

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