#collegewillkillme

[dianasoraus-rex]

That moment when you dont have inspiration anymore

[ohsochildish]

Adderall sounds pretty fucking good to me right now

[smokeybritches]

So I've been sitting at my computer struggling with adding 50 extra words to a college essay I wrote 2 weeks ago. I've been here for 7 hours. Struggling and fighting with this horrible bitterness that has grown in my chest. I  could not even begin to think of what to write. 

But as I sat here and procrastinated. I day dreamed about winterguard and scrolled through tumblr. And slowly and subtly the deep words of tumblr, with their raw emotion and brutal honestly broke through the sour essence that has been over taking me. I was flooded with inspiration and passion. And for the first time in a very long time. 

Hope.

For the future. For college.

For me.

And today I am absolutely certain, that what I regarded as procrastinating hours ago, might have been the the most important use of my time in my life.