#combine gordon

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A Combine Gordon sketch cause he's a weird little guy

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Resistance Hunter | Chapter 11: White Wolf

Chapter Summary: A few sheep get separated from the rest of the herd and try desperately to find their way back, but the white wolf is never far behind.

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Fixed Gordon’s avatar to match the same quality as everyone else’s. I also fixed a few errors I had made originally.

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What could have been

bonus super messy doodle I made to practice posing with this dork

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Some au doodles

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Two sides of the same coin

Wanted to draw all my aus' G-men and Gordons in the same image so here they are

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I want an au to talk about here so bad so here's a post introducing my Combine Gordon au

Basically, the plot of the au goes as thus:

After the resistance uprising in City 17 began due to Gordon's return, Breen knew something had to be done with Gordon to prevent him from ruining everything he had worked for "for humanity". However, after killing Gordon didn't work, Breen realized that Gordon had a set of skills that the other combine soldiers did not. Thus, instead of continuing to send troops after him to kill him, he decided to reason with his "benefactors" to spare Gordon, and instead turn him into a combine soldier, giving the combine an upper hand against the resistance by removing their leader.

The advisors agreed, under one condition. They would keep gordon's skills and memories, but he will be altered in every other way, to the point where he can barely be considered Gordon Freeman anymore. Breen agrees.

Gordon is later captured in a combine ambush on his crew, and taken to the citadel to go through, as Breen calls it, "rehabilitation", where he's put through multiple surgeries to change both his genetic code, and to add multiple cybernetics, also effectively reprogramming him to be on the combines side.

With Gordon no longer a part of the resistance, its up to Alyx Vance to take the mantle of humanities savior. a task she was never prepared for.

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the combine gordon angst is hurting me he just wanted to do science bro 😭

I can't emphasize enough how terrible his situation is.

Imagine being a scientist who happened to be accepted into this government facility to study the very things you were passionate about.

A single incident occurs, changing the course of history and your life as a whole, as you're forced to suddenly be thrown into the "hero" role by your peers.

Imagine waking up 20 years after that incident, not even being given the chance to process the incident you woke up from, being once again thrown into the spotlight, now as the messiah of humanity.

Imagine making it so close to your goal, helping destroy the prison of the alien empire you're now trying to take down.

Imagine getting captured right before you could escape. Imagine waking up on an operation table. Imagine your last moments of being yourself; being human are agonizing.

Imagine waking up after that. You don't remember the pain. You don't remember the devastation. You may remember your past. You may remember your friends. You may remember your name. You may understand you are Gordon Freeman.

But Gordon Freeman is dead.

He was dead the second he was sent to the citadel.