#commands meme

[amourete-blog1]

►Go clamber into your nearest mate's lap like a kitten.

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GLADLY.

Lil gets home and the very first thing you do is hug him tight, as tightly as you can without hurting him (or The Girls) and then the minute he sits down you are there. You’re perfectly content to curl up here. You even give a little “meow” for good measure.

This is routine.

[amourete-blog1]

► tell us, if you could alter 3 things about your figure, what would they be?

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If I could?

... I don’t know. My first thought is my lip - it looks funny. Sometimes it’s cute. Most of the time it’s annoying, and it makes it hard to speak some sounds.

My tail - again, I’m not sure if I’d remove it or not? Sometimes I do want it gone. Sometimes I don’t.

Part of me wants to get rid of my wrist scars. Part of me wants to keep them. Same with the ones on my back. I hate the scar from the trap on my leg, but the rest I don’t feel anything towards.

Then again, I’m not sure if any of these count as my “figure”? I’m pretty happy with how I look. I’m strong, I’m fit, I’m squishy and I like that. I can do everything I want to do and I love what I have already. I wouldn’t change my build even if I had the chance.

[amourete-blog1]

► tell us the story behind your tail

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There isn’t much of a story! I almost wish there was. :’33

I was hatched with my tail. I’m not sure if I had it as a grub, I don’t have any memories of that time, and no one ever told me. It’s an extension of my spine and it gives me excellent balance, and a means of communicating with my lusus. When she was alive, anyway. I think.

I learned pretty early on that it was unusual. With my feral group I was allowed to have it visible, and I wasn’t the only troll with a physical difference. Our group studied and used physics in so much of our daily life, and my tail brought up questions of how trolls could balance that way, if trolls as a whole could benefit from a tail, and more. I helped with plenty of their experiments and learned a lot about myself and what I could do.

When I left, though, I had to hide it. I’d almost had it cut off several times before then, and standing out in any way made me an easy target. It was hard to walk like that, but I learned. Still supurr uncomfurtable. I think I may have hurt my spine a little from my efforts to hide it, but there’s no good way to do that. X((

Now that I’m in my second life, I hide it whenever I’m out on Beforus - again, to avoid suspicion and standing out - and whenever I visit people I don’t trust/environments I don’t know.

I’ve become a lot more confident with it. I don’t know if I like having it. I’ve been leaning towards “no”... but I can’t see myself without it either.

[amourete-blog1]

►Knock something delicate off a table while making eye contact with your mother.

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You wait until she’s passing through the kitchen, heading to the sitting room, carrying her knitting. There’s a glass on the table.

She stops. She looks at you. You look at her.

“Don’t.”

You lift your hand.

“Don’t.”

You reeeeeach….

“Felide Leij-” CRASH

(It was plastic, but you think the sound it made was still rather satisfying.)

[amourete-blog1]

► send (public) private messages to everyone who has supported you in the past few days during the midst of this crisis and honestly express to them your feelings with them and the circumstances

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> You grit your teeth and emit a low growl before obeying. Reluctantly.

@afflatedcazadora: I love you. Thank you for being there for me. This will pass soon. I hope.

@trolljacksparrow: I’m scared, you’re scared, I don’t want to do this and I know you don’t either and I really want to go in there and fuck the place up but I know we can’t. I don’t want to keep doing this.

@roseredmutant: Please just remind me that Xanthe knows what he’s doing and he’s not going to get himself killed.

@brackishbarracuda: I don’t want to give you more reason to worry. I don’t want to put you in danger. I don’t want you to be involved, all I wanted was to give you a good relationship and now you’re unwittingly swept up in our rotten luck and self-sacrificing bullshit. I wanted so much better for you. This weighs on you so much and I know you’re trying to act like it doesn’t.

I didn’t think I’d need to revisit these fears so soon. I didn’t think any of this would happen. I started seeing you because I thought I could finally be a normal troll.

I’m sorry I was so naive.

@wwickedspirits: I didn’t want to involve you. I’m sorry. You should be able to go without this, you have so much already.

@savageandsacrosanct: I was honest with you. There’s little you can do to help. There’s little anyone can do to help, because any danger that comes to Her will be returned on their heads, and killing her would be a death sentence none of us are in the right to deliver. Yes, you can do it. Yes, you would wake up the next day and despise yourself for doing it. This storm will pass. It has to. We just need to wait it out.

[amourete-blog1]

► shrimp! heaven! now!

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Shrimp heaven when? Shrimp heaven now!

You visit the store and see if you can’t find any heavenly shrimp. Unfortunately, you cannot. They must be in shrimp heaven. You wish them well.

[friskcharaandtalon]

► Asriel thought for a moment, trying to come up with the most devious plan he could. "Hey Chara…" he started, an evil smirk forming on his face. "Don't eat chocolate for the whole week!"

“Wait what? No chocolate? Azzie come on that’s just cruel.” She whined.

[pstlwhp-archive-blog]

☑ Get Casey out of your life. Do it, do it now.

5/10

“You know, it actually might be nice, but I don’t think I can. At the very least, I couldn’t do it with a straight face.”

androgynous-bastard

“Hey, Casey? I never want to see your face again. Whatever we are–were–it’s over. Or something.”