#commitment issues i guess

[yurinduced]

rome telling devens he and lyric aren't in a showmance after they cuddled all night and he asked her if theyd work outside the house... right

[raccoonfallsharder]

kinktober got me overstimmed/no aftercare as a writer. i’ve been doing too much (a shame since some of my fave kinks are still upcoming). so I might only be writing a few more, sporadically, as inspiration (or suggestion) strikes.

i do have one more coming out [day 17 - triptych ♡ praise kink] later tonight. probably should’ve saved it for the 22nd since it fits nicely with one of those prompts as well (virginity) but it was a reader request and i wanted to put it out there quickly + i am impatient with myself.

also tonight: the next chapter of window across the galaxy

and then maybe a bit of a break till blackmail material on the 23rd. sorry i am weak and mortal

alternatively maybe i’ll just keep going with these prompts fully into november and december and not worry about silly things like days

but i also have… yet another fic idea (series of non-smutty drabbles more like). that i will absolutely be asking for your input on.

fuck my brain

[laylamadrox]

who fucked me up so much that not only does commitment freak me out but just, letting people know they have power over my heart freaks me the FUCK out 

[chillgath]

I have to beg my bf to do anything with me because I have too much anxiety to do it alone. And he complains and whines the whole time. He never puts me first ever in this relationship.

(Edit: He complains and whines to the extent we don't end up going because I'm too much of a burden)

[ohhitstee]

It's sad I can sit here & watch all these shows/movies & when the guy loses the love of his life to another guy I feel bad for him. But in all actuality if he just stepped up the way he was supposed too then he wouldn't have lost her in the first place...I guess I'm feeling this too because I'm dealing with this same situation.