#complanin

[mizteree]

the purpose.

I use this tumblr account to complain a lot.  Now don't get me wrong I am and honest, open minded person I tell it like it is. I am honest to my friends. I am the kinda person who will tell you that your ass looks fat in those jeans. But I can not complain about work( cause ill get fired)  or talk about personal things ( like trying to get preggers) on a face book or any other social media that my friends and family are on. So this is my outlet. Please enjoy!

[splishsplashdragon]

why do so many websites use painfully small text why wHY

[splishsplashdragon]

i know i shouldn't be complaining because at least i've got a job (until the end of seasonal, but still a job)

but wow lmao "on call" more like "you're expendable and you got too many hours last week and by 'too many' i mean you got 16 so you're getting none this week sry"

i get that seasonal/part time doesn't really have a set minimum of hours but still man i want to work

now, if the limit for part time is 20 hours like i heard, and if it's not weekly but from paycheck to paycheck, i can see this making a little more sense but its still frustrating???? my name literally wasn't even put on the schedule. not with blanks, or something so i could be written in if someone was needed to fill in a shift. i wasn't on it at all. one of the others assured me that it was just because our hours got cut this week due to last week having black friday but it still hurt.

i probably shouldn't feel hurt tho because i know its not personal. i do know that. they're relying on the ones who have the most experience (and are more permanent employees) due to the hours cut and i completely understand that.

(still hurts tho lmao how pathetic am i)

time to submerge myself in more anime and knitting and hope i get called in at some point i suppose

[splishsplashdragon]

i'm trying to work on nano and my computer decides to reload all of my tabs in the middle of a sentence

incredible

[splishsplashdragon]

whine whine sorry i need to complain for a sec

i started running again because i missed it a lot, but

the effects of running again are starting to hit me and it's a little frustrating

i am literally hungry forever and it's just so obnoxious

i used to be used to this in middle/high school, to the point where i could tell if it was legit, "i need food" hungry, or if it was just "food would be nice" hungry, and could react accordingly. but now it's just all hunger and i don't know what to do with myself

also back then i was in school, away from food, most of the day, and my mind was on other things, so i could easily get my mind off of hunger

also also i didn't have digestive issues, glares at dairy

and now theres just lactose containing snacks and things left and i keep delving into them because of the hunger but i know i really shouldn't, and then i feel like shit because of all the bloating and gas. and because most of what's left is shitty junk food. not even the good junk food, the kind that you actually don't want and are just eating because it's there even tho you don't really like it.

i don't know how to get it to stop, tea doesn't help, water doesn't, eating the shitty junk food doesn't, eating dinner doesn't, it's just this ever present hunger that won't leave me alone :///

would eating meal replacement bars help. or maybe those meal replacement shakes or whatever, except i think those have lactose. i'm half tempted to get appetite suppressors but like. i feel that would be a bad idea with all the running and exercise

fucking body doing things that i'm not used to whine flail

[splishsplashdragon]

monstergrins replied to your post: man is anyone else having trouble with the ignore...

YEAH. I was in a tag and some asshole was bashing genderqueer folk and I tried ignoring him but it wouldn’t???? fucking work and then I just blacklisted his url but I was like wtf man

god it's such a necessary function and it literally is always fucking up and they never take any steps to actually fix it and i just????? ugh. part of me is like "yeah okay it's not just me doing something wrong" but most of me is like "for fucks sake tumblr you've been working on this activity thing and the filtering whatnot but you can't even get this important shit to work for more than a week??? wow. wowow. w o w"

but blacklisting is a good idea! i might start doing that instead and then when things get bogged down transfer the urls to the block page or something. thank goodness at least tumblr savior works like it's supposed to in my experience

[splishsplashdragon]

man is anyone else having trouble with the ignore button

i'm trying to browse my otp's tag without seeing obnoxious hate and bullshit all over it but that's really difficult when it's having quite a few little shits being rude and trying to look cool and ~edgy~

i keep clicking the ignore hand button thing but it's as if it's not there :/

i guess i just have to go back to having the /block page open just in case

[splishsplashdragon]

Lol the fucking dealers room and artists alley is being blocked off There's a goddamn line to get to it and its pretty much longer than the length of the hotel Also that's where the registration line is (glad I got mine already) Fucking wow