#complicated situation

[roughtimesally]

I love you but I am very confused on what you want with me.

[bad1dimagines]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, WE’LL CARE ABOUT YOU

2) HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU MOM AND WHOEVER FORGOT CAN SUCK A DICK 😙 3) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! 4) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!🧡💚🧡💚💚💕🧡💖❤️💓💞💝💜💜💛💚💕💘❤️💖💓💓💚💓💗💙💖💖💓💞💞❣️💕🧡💓💞💝💙💘💘💘💗💓💚💙💗💖💛💘💚💖💖💖💚💖💘🧡and if it makes u feel any better, i forget peoples birthdays all the time even those that i love with all my heart. im sure it doesnt mean anything, and im sure they care a lot about you too 5) happy birthday!!!!! i’m sorry about the person who forgot :((( but i hope your day is wonderful anyways!! 💜 6) hap birth 7) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM 8) happy birthday!!! 9) happy birthday babe!! i’m sorry that the someone you care about forgot it :( i hope you feel better and that the two of you work it out. 10) Happy birthday!!! 11) Mom!!!! Happy birthday!!!! 12) HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND IM SO SORRY THAT PERSON FORGOT THAT SUCKS AND IK YOU SAID TO IGNORE IT BUT I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BDAY BCUZ UR BLOG MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY AND YOU DESERVE TO HAVE A GOOD DAY 13) HEP BIRTH AKA ESCAPE FROM THE WOMB DAY!! 🎁🎉🎁🎉🎁🎉🎁🎉🎁🎉 14) Happy birthday! 15) hampy borthdayé mother 16) Happy birthday, I love u ❤️ 17) Happy birthday love! I’m sorry they forgot, but I hope u have a good one! ❤️❤️❤️ 18) Happy birthday!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 ily 19) Happy birthday!!! I’m sorry that someone forgot, that really sucks. I have a friend who counts down a month for her birthday and makes a huge deal over it, only for her to forget mine (exactly two weeks after hers). It hurts a lot. I hope your birthday was great otherwise! ❤💕🎁🎊🎂 20) HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU MAK E ME HAPPY 21) hey happy birthday! im so sorry about the someone, that happens to me a lot and it sucks but i guarantee that you can still have an amazing year! i love you and i love everything you do for anons who ask for advice, and everything you do to keep us all laughing. i hope that this year is the best yet! 22) hope you had a happy birthday! 23) HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU 24) happy birthday sweetie!!! 💕💓💞💖💗 25) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM !!!!!!!!! i love u with all my heart and even though i may be running on 6 hours of sleep over the past 36 hours i just want u 2 now i luv u bitch i ain’t even gonna stop lovin u…. bitch (it’s a vine i’m sure ur not actually a botch but a lovely person i luv u) 26) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 🎂🎁🎉 27) Happy birthday ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗💕💫💫💫💕💕💕💕

thank you guys so much u make me so happy 😭 i love and appreciate all of you. and i did have a good day otherwise, it was just one of those things ya know???

[pazurumare]

I want to reveal lore about Peyton because he is not only my sona but also a character in my universe but I also don't want to reveal lore about Peyton, because 90% of their lore is actually also just my lore, which makes sense *he is me* but still

Djwkkdksks xd

[mynotebook1357]

Dear person reading this post,

I’m going to tell you a story about a girl, a girl named Sarah.

Sarah was a complicated little girl, when she was about 6/7 years old she was the most joyful person her mother had known. Always climbing in trees, dancing on the music in the kitchen, drawing on literally everything, you name it.

But things change, Sarah changed. She went to highschool, met new people, met the new “normal”. Discovered all kind of new things to do, all kind of new emotions, new problems.

The first year was fine, it was school so Sarah didn’t loove it, but it was okay. The second year was doable, more complicated school work, more complicated relations with people.

In the third years things changed, again. Sarah started to lose the joyfulness she’d always felt, she started to feel sad, empty, but at the same time she had all these emotions and thoughts. The third year of Highschool was the first time Sarah had even burnt herself. She burnt herself with a hot teacup, against her skin, feeling the temperature rising but not letting go. Holding it there as long as she could take. Until the blister came. When the blister came, she cut it of and, again, the mug against her open skin. The next day the mark was swollen, so she put a jumper on the next few days to school.

Sarah does this for multiple reasons, maybe hard for you too understand. Sometimes she wants to feel something, other times she wants her mind to be quiet and sometimes she just enjoys the feeling of pain. Sarah’s a sucker for adrenaline. Snowboarding, diving, these kind of things make her feel alive, she use to climb in trees or go rollerblading and jumping of things, now she doesn’t, too old, too embarrassing.

Burning is the only way to get the right amount of adrenaline without travelling loads of kilometers or spending lots of money.

At the end of the school year Sarah met a boy, Vincent. They met each other at a fair, although they have seen eachother in school before. Sarah loved this boy, he loved Sarah. They talked about 3 months before the relationship was official, in the three months before they had hung out multiple times, stayed for dinner, went out with friends. Basically everything you do without the title. Sarah was most happy when Vincent finally asked her to be his girlfriend. Sarah found out that she was Vincent’s first girlfriend, which was funny to her because he was her first boyfriend. This was something sweet and maybe not so convenient, they both didn’t really know what to do and they both were a bit too shy. They never even kissed.

They lasted 1,5 months. (4,5 months actually).

Sarah was devastated. Vincent broke up with her on snapCHAT, so she didn’t have a real conversation with him which makes it hard for her to move on. Sarah is an overthinker, she lies in her bed, nothing to do but to think. Rethinking the whole relationship, what she could have done or what not. All the times she had the chance to kiss him but was too scared. That is one of the things the mostly regret not doing, kissing him.

Maybe, she thought to herself, maybe if we had kissed, we would’ve lasted longer.

She wrote a lot, mostly about him and her thoughts. Poetry, stories, just random thoughts that came to her mind or some quote she saw earlier on the day. Writing is her way of coping with a situation, just laying it down on paper or on a screen. It helps her have more of a visual, she thinks.

Sarah burnt a lot in the period after Vincent. Burning the empty feeling away that he left, reaching after the adrenaline. She felt quite depressed, but she never blamed it on Vincent. She couldn’t do that to him. She had thoughts about everything.

Burning. Him. Death. What do I do. School. Friends. Alcohol. Smoking. What am I doing.

All in circles, round and round.

Now 8 months after he broke up with her, and she still loves him, still wants him back.

Her friends don’t understand the way she feels about him, how hard she tries to let go.

All but one, her bestest friend, Sophie, or at least she tries to understand and Sarah really does appreciate it.

Sarah is now 16 and in her forth year of school. The year she lost Vincent, the year she seeked help. She is in therapy now, there they found out that she has adhd. That explains lots of things about her, but now the therapy is all about the adhd, not about her actions and her thoughts, which is very frustrating for Sarah.

She doesn’t know what to do.

Sarah is a strong girl, she knows when she goes to far. Even when she wants to end her life she thinks about her family, all the people that care about her. It over ways the dark thoughts, so she makes the right decision. For now.

Thank you for reading her story.

[bradgeigersrobotswillbeatyourass]

I'm also not a good source of information, such as on other places to go, or a source of access to anything on this planet. It's kind of a complicated military situation with large numbers of wide varieties of criminals also involved from time to time.

[vampireninjabunnies-blog]

💭

(oh this is an interesting one to make a complicated little au out of. Micah's timeline and Esther's makes this delicious. First Micah then her and then Micah reappears😈)

Esther had known about John's relationship with the woman in front of her, had known it ended when he came to Montana but she never expected to actually meet her. Let alone be rescued by her, that she would be the deputy tearing through Joseph's little project.

Micah Hale, the woman John had planned to marry before Joseph sunk his claws into him. The woman he'd left behind. Esther wondered how much John had told the deputy about her. Breathing heavily over the corpse of the Peggie guard she'd killed staring at Micah, she swallowed hard, pushing aside her jealous uncertainty. Getting home was more important, the rest could be figured out later.

"Please tell me this is a rescue?"

[psychosomaticdeicide]

I’m gonna hope to hell there’s still a spot open in management information systems and snap up a spot in an asynchronous section tomorrow. Hopefully I can power my way through that because the other classes for this major require prerequisites that I can’t take yet.

[random-lilly]

why is it that with you I discuss books, music, life, love. why is it that you care for me, love me but there's no love behind it at all?