#condemned mumbles

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i miss drawing/writing g/t n vore stuff ngl. i just barely have enough time to write or draw in general and for some reason i feel guilty??? if i spend that limited time focusing on my weird interests :(

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i'm so sad that i missed vore day this year :'(( next year i'll have to do something for sure lol

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this is more for myself than anything else- very rambly lol tl:dr- realized some things about myself, but what i post on here isn't gonna change and if i do ever decide to start posting more risque stuff it will be on a different account cool? cool.

the cool thing about being a person is that you get to change and develop as you get grow. something that's really crazy to me is that i started this blog back in middle school. actually insane. but i'm not in middle school anymore. i'm a grown ass adult now. anyways. finding out that i like g/t stuff like that wasn't too hard to accept. it's already generally considered the "safer" thing between the two of my interests. like. okay yeah sure giant and human or human and fairy or whatever get freaky. people have been writing about that shit for YEARS

vore tho? good god that one was harder lmao. sorry younger me, you were sfw vore's strongest defender, but i like nsfw stuff too now. i've known for a while but that feels like a way bigger step than g/t stuff. for most of my life, vore has largely been a comfort thing for me. i've been drawn to it for as long as i can remember [thanks the bible. jonah and the whale really got me good LMAO] and i can still say that it's a big comfort thing for me. trusting someone that much? knowing that you'd be safe and cared for? being able to fully place your life in someone else's hands [stomach lol]? actually crazy. that's a big reason why i like g/t, too. it's so weird tho. i like cannibalism stuff, too. writing and drawing that shit wasn't something i had to think twice about and it's the actual feasible option. but vore? oh god forbid. i don't think i've ever written fatal vore [kinda. i had that one drabble but it was a nightmare lol]. all of the vore stuff i write is safe. no blood. no digestion. none of that. now it might just be sexy too lol and it was still much harder to come to terms with than the cannibalism stuff lmao idk despite being present in my interests my entire life, vore has always been something i've been ashamed of. my blog's name is literally i was going to hell anyways. i think i'm just a deeply ashamed individual, regardless of how normal or not my interests are. anyways. all this to say this blog isn't going to change. still all sfw so there's no worries about that. this blog is going to be the same as it's always been. if i ever decide i want to post nsfw stuff it won't be here. it'll be on some other account, so sorry if you were hoping for specifically iwasgoingtohellanyways branded smut, it's just not happening on this blog.

cool.

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I found you on AO3 and am in love with Ethan and Argus 😭😭Im so happy to then come to your blog and see a bunch more drawings and asks about the boys to fuel my obsession. Hope you’re doing ok out there OP 💙

this is so so so sweet :')) i'm so sorry i'm only seeing this now anon!! i hope you're doing good out there!!! hopefully there will be some new art and asks and drabbles of those guys now that i'm back :) i've missed them a lot lol

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HOLY SHIT YOURE BACK

IN THE FLESH >:)

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SO IT'S BEEN A BIT LOL

but whatever

had a dream the other night about a lesbian g/t couple. as a valentine's day gift the tiny got a fancy chocolate box and dressed herself up all fancy shmancy and waiting inside it for her gf (wife?) to open it up. cute kisses and noms ensued after they shared some of the chocolate

i think i want to develop them into actual ocs?

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purple

I WAS GONNA ASK WHAT'S WITH ALL THE PURPLES BUT WITH THE NAME.. I GUESS IT MAKES SENSE LMAAAOOOO

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it's been a hot minute and to get back into the groove of things i'd love to answer any questions you guys have about ethan and argus