#conditioning.

[pigeonsplayground]

forcing the tail plug in everyday and making me cum while wearing it to encourage my brain washing into their perfect domesticated pet

[pigeonsplayground]

your kidnapper creating an elaborate ruse to convince you you’re actually on the run together. finding ways to "make sacrifices" that prioritize your safety, just as a way to gain your trust. using the trauma of the situation to get close to you, forging a bond based on the mutual need to survive. slowly coercing you, manipulating your view of the situation until you start to invite their attention. masturbating over you at night while you sleep soundly, whispering their dark fantasies aloud as you dream, hoping you retain the ideas as if they were your own

encouraging your innocent touches, slowly obliterating your physical and emotional boundaries until you seek them out for comfort. acting as a staunch protector during the day, unwilling to do anything to compromise your well-being. getting impatient with your slow descent into their clutches, but keeping it together just enough to leave you in the dark about their real intentions. scavenging sleeping pills and convincing you to take them to "help you sleep," but really it's to keep you subdued when they treat you like their own personal sex toy nightly. they're hoping you'll eventually find yourself totally infatuated, unsure of how it happened but unable to resist the conditioning. and if that doesn't happen quickly enough... well....

[pigeonsplayground]

your kidnapper treating you to a ‘spa day at home’ complete with a hot bath and a massage and yummy food. they let you relax in the warm sun by their feet and call you sweet names, petting your hair until you doze off. you barely even notice when they put a collar around your neck and chain it to a ring that's bolted to the floor

[pigeonsplayground]

your kidnapper treating you like a broken sex toy when you say no, you don’t want it. “reprogramming” you, telling you, that’s not what toys say. you’re supposed to say you like it

[coffeeandchalkdust]

8/18/11 Boxing Conditioning.

A guy I know who used to be an amateur boxer has his basement set up with bags, mats, focus mitts etc.    Went over to workout with him for the first time.  We didn't go too crazy, we spent a lot of the time on some technical instruction but did about 35 min of different drills for 3 min. rounds.  Footwork drills, heavy bag, focus mitts and defensive round sparring.  

Got a good sweat going, but didn't die.  

I have a LOT to learn about boxing. I couldn't hit this guy with a shotgun if I wanted to. 

Think I'm going to try to make this a regular thing.  

[charmingprecious-blog]

...i have a feeling i will die tomorrow. basketball practice at 4:30 pm- 6:30 pm. oh dear lord. they said it was like they died, and came back alive 2 hours after...oh deeearrrr.